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I don't know what to do. I just want to end it

Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:17 pm
Posted by deltaland
Member since Mar 2011
90697 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:17 pm
Not an attention seeking post. I'm going through some severe regret and depression right now. I lived on top of the world for awhile and everything just feels like it's crashing down around me. I haven't done anything wrong to anyone. Most of my long time friends won't talk/hangout anymore. I've lost the girl I dated for years that I wanted to marry. I have a great job making good money for someone my age and own a part of company that was doing well, so I signed off on a new company vehicle for my business partner and co signed the company credit card. Well he basically just stopped working and collection agencies are calling me and I just don't give a frick I'm not paying I can't afford it and I'm not letting them take all the money I've saved from my own hard work.

I'm at the point I'm just rat holing cash out of my account and blowing it on coke and partying alone with nobody around that cares for me and when it's gone I want to just end it all. frick life and frick everyone else. I don't know what to do I just like everyone around me has been using me all this time
Posted by jefforize
Member since Feb 2008
44108 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:18 pm to
All these problems are fixable.
Posted by Darth_Vader
A galaxy far, far away
Member since Dec 2011
64612 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:19 pm to
I know there have to be people who call you family, who love you. Think of what your death would do to them.
Posted by RaginCajunz
Member since Mar 2009
5361 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:19 pm to
No matter how bad shite seems at the time. Things will get better. Always remember that.
Posted by lsucoonass
shreveport and east texas
Member since Nov 2003
68466 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:19 pm to
look you need to get your head out your arse and find a good lawyer to help you out on this.

there must be some way to work this financial situation out.

whatever you do, don't end your life over this.
Posted by Kafka
I am the moral conscience of TD
Member since Jul 2007
142054 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:19 pm to
things could be worse













the falcons could have won yesterday
Posted by Tiger Ryno
#WoF
Member since Feb 2007
103106 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:19 pm to
Nice melt. 5/10
Posted by Oilfieldbiology
Member since Nov 2016
37544 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:19 pm to
Yeah it might suck, but it will get better. Reach out to someone, family, friends, coworkers, anyone.

Call the suicide hotline. They are truly there to help
Posted by Spankum
Miss-sippi
Member since Jan 2007
56046 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:20 pm to
man, it sounds like you need to simplify your life...it doesn't matter how much money you make if you are all stressed to shite.

Posted by Cosmo
glassman's guest house
Member since Oct 2003
120326 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:20 pm to
Think of all the people in 3rd world shithole countries

You are still better off than 99% of world

Stop being a bitch pussy and man up
Posted by tigerbutt
Deep South
Member since Jun 2006
24588 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:20 pm to
Get help it’s worth it
Posted by Scruffy
Kansas City
Member since Jul 2011
72129 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:21 pm to
quote:

I'm at the point I'm just rat holing cash out of my account and blowing it on coke and partying alone with nobody around that cares for me and when it's gone I want to just end it all. frick life and frick everyone else. I don't know what to do I just like everyone around me has been using me all this time
You need help.

Go to your nearest ER now.
Posted by GreatLakesTiger24
One State Solution
Member since May 2012
55675 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:21 pm to
stop doing blow
Posted by OWLFAN86
The OT has made me richer
Member since Jun 2004
175983 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:21 pm to
quote:

deltaland

you dont annoy me as a poster,,


thats something to live for
Posted by texag7
College Station
Member since Apr 2014
37539 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:21 pm to
Pull your pants up and stop wasting money on drugs for starters
Posted by jdeval1
Member since Dec 2009
7525 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:22 pm to
Damn baw. It'll get better, I promise. I've been through terrible times and came out smelling clean on the other side.
Posted by redstick13
Lower Saxony
Member since Feb 2007
38543 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:22 pm to
quote:

Call the suicide hotline. They are truly there to help



Lines are all busy taking Saints fans calls.
Posted by Cowboyfan89
Member since Sep 2015
12718 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:22 pm to
quote:

frick life and frick everyone else. I don't know what to do I just like everyone around me has been using me all this time


Well, maybe this is your first problem...
Posted by LouisianaLady
Member since Mar 2009
81212 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:22 pm to
quote:

I'm at the point I'm just rat holing cash out of my account and blowing it on coke and partying alone with nobody around that cares for me and when it's gone I want to just end it all


Did you do this last night? You sound like you are having a godawful coke comedown/recovery and it is magnifying your existing depression.
Posted by ellishughtiger
70118
Member since Jul 2004
21135 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:22 pm to
You’ve come to the right place for advice—tons of unstable people on the OT. I hope you figure it out.
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