re: I'm 43 years old and went to my doctor yesterday

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You will have been up for 30 hours. You'll lie in bed, but sleep won't come. So you'll lie completely still in a catatonic like state for six hours or so. You will dream while being 110% aware of your surroundings.

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So my daily routine then. Got it

Back in my day we just did coke like adults.

You're gonna get addicted. My best friends bother is in his forties and he's been taking that shite everyday for over a decade.

I trip

A very small dose .

I'm very productive at work

20mg Addy was the equivalent of a cup of coffee to me lasted 2 hours tops. 70mg vyvanse, I'd get about 5-6 hours.

I was put on Adderall when I was in high school, and very much had the same experience as far as new found productivity. As time went on I found it more and more difficult to get to sleep. At it's worst I once was unable to fall asleep at all for 5 nights to the point I was hallucinating. The student health center really wouldn't help and ended up having to turn to things that are really only legal in places like Colorado to finally sleep.

As I began taking my neuro courses (I was a psych major) I started learning about what amphetamine (which adderall is) use does to your brain over. Basically, it deregulates the part of your brain that controls your sleep cycle. I have since quit using adderall, but the damage is done. I am now on a rx sleep aid for my insomnia.

All this to say...be careful!

Stop now while it's easy.

I'd cut em in half

20 mg is a lot

20mgs of xr is a pretty low dose. Just for fun.. Find an effective way to crush all those little balls in the capsule up very well. Line that up and snort it. Report back with your experience

Notify your employer you're taking it... It will show up as speed in a drug test.