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re: My Body Has Defeated Me. It's Over.

Posted on 9/29/20 at 1:44 pm to
Posted by Korkstand
Member since Nov 2003
29043 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 1:44 pm to
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Please, I promise this isn't a troll, this is real. If I could prove it to you I would.
A good start would be NOT referring to your FIVE frickING WEEKS OF VACATION TIME as "only".
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To me traveling is more about the cultural experiences than just getting blanked out drunk on some party boat. I don't mind cruising but it's not my favorite type of vacation by any means. And honestly a lot of them are trashy.
It was only a suggestion. The point is stop boo-hooing just because you might not be able to go on your "favorite" type of vacation during your 5 free weeks per year.

Posted by WhiskeyThrottle
Weatherford Tx
Member since Nov 2017
6894 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 1:51 pm to
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But why would this just happened? Until 2 1/2 years ago I never had any issues flying. I was never afraid of flying, in fact I enjoyed flying. So why would my body start rejecting it so immediately?


I'm going to repeat. Anxiety is not logical. There is no explainable reason "why". I was in my daily routine, the same routine I've done for 10 years at work. Nothing out of the ordinary when I had my first panic attack.
Posted by OWLFAN86
Erotic Novelist
Member since Jun 2004
194173 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 1:51 pm to
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Owlfan86 had a stroke and his dick may never work again.
it worked on your mom last night
Posted by litenin
Houston
Member since Mar 2016
2646 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 1:52 pm to
I'm about five years older than you and often count my blessings regarding health. I know that I'll have a difficult time with age related issues when the time comes. I honestly don't know how I'd handle having multiple issues at once and/or a general deterioration.

I don't know if the high blood pressure would be an issue (definitely don't take my advice!) but trying DMT at least once would be on my list. It's been on my list for about a decade but still haven't been able to figure out how to find/try it. Seems like a lot of people say it can be life changing (or even something similar but milder).
Posted by soccerfüt
Location: A Series of Tubes
Member since May 2013
72606 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 1:53 pm to
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My Body Has Defeated Me. It's Over.




Sorry if Germans....

PS: Man up, next life you could be in a chair the whole time or have exquisite hair but your dick doesn't like your right hand anymore.
Posted by WildManGoose
Member since Nov 2005
4599 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 1:55 pm to
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But they don't care, no one cares. And I don't blame them, most of the time I feel like I'm not worth caring for.
Care for yourself. Stop relying on other people for self-satisfaction.
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If I can't travel over the long term I will kill myself
You poor baby. Go look at some photos of starving, African children. Go watch a Holocaust documentary. Then reevaluate your misery.
Posted by Basura Blanco
Member since Dec 2011
11250 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 1:55 pm to
Embrace the Suck.

The Suck is not going to change. How you let it affect you and define you can definitely change.
Posted by DmitriKaramazov
Member since Nov 2015
5446 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 2:02 pm to
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TheNOLAMan


There is still hope. You understandably may not perceive that there is hope, but it nonetheless still exists. Do not surrender to despair. Do not give up. Your suffering is real, but there may be ways to alleviate it. The situation can improve. Seek different medical treatment for your maladies. Seek therapy from a mental health provider immediately. Take action. Fight, even though you are exhausted. Things can get better. Not easily, not immediately, but they can get better. Press forward. You are alive. There is hope.
Posted by Hogwarts
Arkansas, USA
Member since Sep 2015
18299 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 2:04 pm to
Don’t go gently into the night, rage rage against the dying of the light.
Posted by TigerRagAndrew
Check my style out
Member since Aug 2004
7252 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 2:11 pm to
Eosinophils? Do you have food allergies or environmental allergies or both? Have you done allergy testing? Do you live in a old house in the middle of the woods?
Posted by Jiggy Moondust
South Carolina
Member since Oct 2013
1003 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 2:13 pm to
You never know what tomorrow brings. hang in there
Posted by deltaland
Member since Mar 2011
99972 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 2:21 pm to
Life is what you make of it. If you have that kind of attitude then yes your life will suck. There are people who were way worse off that ended up living great lives.

You should stop dwelling on the negatives and start making an effort to improve your life. Eat right, exercise, try to stay healthy. Get out meet people. Do things you enjoy, don’t let your illnesses define you. If you don’t think your dr is doing enough then go see a new one.

Man up and take control of your future, stop being a whiny bitch
Posted by Tyga Woods
South Central Jupiter Island, FL
Member since Sep 2016
41239 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 2:22 pm to
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it worked on your mom last night



So that’s what that noise was. Congrats
Posted by StringedInstruments
Member since Oct 2013
20343 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 3:36 pm to
Have you tried a lot carb diet? Quick google search says that eosinophils are sensitive to sugar and sugar can exacerbate issues.

Hemorrhoids could be diet related too.

Man...if you could do anything, I’d suggest getting into walking. Somewhere easy, flat, in nature. Especially as the weather is cooling. Sunshine and fresh air might help clear your mind.
Posted by Zarkinletch416
Deep in the Heart of Texas
Member since Jan 2020
8689 posts
Posted on 9/29/20 at 8:02 pm to
I wish I could wave a magic wand and wipe away all your pain. But I can't. The only thing I can tell you is we never know what lies ahead in life. Medical Science is amazing. They're coming up with new treatments for everything from Asthma to Cancer. I am a recovering cancer patient. I was diagnosed with Stage 4 Cancer. I had access to the best healthcare delivery system in the world.....the American Medical Delivery System.

I received treatment which required surgery. The recovery from the surgery was hard and long. But I am cancer free four years now. After my surgery the Cancer Doctor said I most likely could expect five to eight years more. I'll take it I said. There came a point in my cancer journey where I just surrendered. And yes I turned to God. I accepted that in all probability I would not survive this cancer.....after all I was in Stage 4. I surrendered and offered my sufferings for others. I did that because at that point that was all I had left to give.....my suffering. I'm not a religious fanatic by any means. I am flawed okay. But at the time it just seemed that was all that I could give anymore.

I guess what I trying to say with all this is it seems everyday medical research is developing new techniques and medications. Okay I said this prayer as I lay on my back with my gut stitched up,"Jesus I trust in you." I said that over and over and over.

God Bless You and I'll keep you in my prayers.

This post was edited on 9/29/20 at 8:03 pm
Posted by MonroeTigerstripes
Member since Jul 2016
562 posts
Posted on 9/30/20 at 10:27 am to
I read this yesterday and it’s just been weighing on me ever since. This will probably be a huge wall of text and I’m sure I’m echoing what others have said

I’m not trying to diminish your pain or say your feelings aren’t valid. And I’m not trying to tell you to “man up” but you need some perspective. You are depressed and won’t be able to see the light at the end of the dark tunnel until you address that first and foremost. I was depressed for several years in my early 20s. I took every antidepressant under the sun and saw 3 therapists. The thing that helped more than anything (in addition to therapy and meds) was MOVING AWAY. I moved hours away from home. I was lonely, didn’t know a soul, cried all day unless I was in class but eventually it got better. I joined a gym and went every single day and eventually made a friend. That friend is still one of my best friends to this day.

You need a new routine. Working out will do wonders for your mental and physical health. DONT SAY YOUR AILMENTS KEEP YOU FROM EXERCISING. There are 90 year olds at my gym with osteoporosis so bad they walk with their chest parallel to the fricking ground. You can get on a stationary bike and ride turtle speed for 20 min a day.

You need a therapist and a new dr.

You need to understand that the hand you were dealt isn’t as shitty as you think it is. Just look the lives of a few posters on this board! Bencoleman died of cancer last year and left behind a whole family. Redstick (and MAY OTHERS) tragically lost a child. A poster a few years ago learned he had a brain tumor and was dead within a couple of months. People have lost their jobs and livelihoods bc of covid and have to figure out how to pay bills and feed their families.

IM NOT SAYING YOU DON’T HAVE REAL LIFE PROBLEMS AND REAL LIFE PAIN. I’m very sorry that you do. I just hope you can somehow find a way to find a purpose and LIVE with JOY. Post your email if you need someone to talk to. Good luck and God bless you
This post was edited on 9/30/20 at 8:30 pm
Posted by Billder
Where you live
Member since Nov 2009
5240 posts
Posted on 10/1/20 at 1:56 pm to
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TheNOLAMan


Need an update bro. Hoping some of the good info on this thread helped. How have the last couple of days been?
Posted by Boo Krewe
Member since Apr 2015
9810 posts
Posted on 10/2/20 at 10:37 pm to
i find joy in the park, the small things in life, like coffee, connect 4 and biking
Posted by Drizzt
Cimmeria
Member since Aug 2013
14881 posts
Posted on 10/10/20 at 5:29 pm to
You need to get on a low inflammation diet and stress management program like mindfulness, yoga or Tai Chi. Try looking up the Robb Wolf podcast. Better nutrition can change your life and there is definitely a mind-body connection to your travel issues.
Posted by Billder
Where you live
Member since Nov 2009
5240 posts
Posted on 12/23/20 at 5:12 pm to
Bump

Any update here? OP hasn’t posted since this thread.
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