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re: Dear diary, tired of living (update pg 15)
Posted on 11/28/23 at 6:00 pm to TexasTiger08
Posted on 11/28/23 at 6:00 pm to TexasTiger08
You need to get back in here and acknowledge these people that have voiced concern and given words of encouragement for the past two days.
This post was edited on 11/28/23 at 6:01 pm
Posted on 11/28/23 at 7:03 pm to TexasTiger08
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TexasTiger08
I've already posted twice in this thread, but I want to add this:
You must be intentional about taking authority over your own life and making your well-being a priority. That means physically, intellectually, emotionally, and spiritually to become the best person you can be.
You choose your attitude. No one can make you feel or act a certain way. You decide how your day, week, and year will be.
I recognize that this is very difficult for you, and I don't expect you to understand or fully grasp this in your current state of mind. However, as others have said, life has the potential to get better, or worse --- a good portion of this is in your control, but you won't have the option to experience what all life has to offer if you don't get yourself some professional help today.
If you are using a therapist, and you haven't built a connection with one over time, find another one. Just like good doctors, there are bad doctors. Just like good electricians, there are bad electricians. The same holds true for therapists.
Find a way to remain positive and grateful. It looks like this: Today may be difficult, and I may have obstacles that come my way. There may be people working against me, but I know I can take care of this. I know I can handle it. See, because I can count on me. I can rely on myself, I can trust myself, and I can do things.
I, like others, would love to hear from you in this thread. My offer still stands (I will share my personal number with you if you want to get some things off of your mind).
This post was edited on 11/28/23 at 7:04 pm
Posted on 11/28/23 at 8:05 pm to Will Cover
I am here. I stand by what I’ve said earlier in that you all on here are outstanding. This includes the ones telling me to sack up. There is truth in that as well.
It amazes me that strangers on a message board can care. I won’t be on here much during the day this week as that’s when I’m at work.
The evenings are starting to take their toll on me. Last week I felt fine, perhaps being out of work, around family, and hitting the gym helped. At school I feel helpless. Part of the reason I took the job was to have more family/fun time. I feel overwhelmed, powerless at times, and almost like I’m afraid to move. It’s a double edged sword, afraid during the day and at night.
I am seeing a professional. I felt like I was in a better place last week and a little bit prior. I’m on my second therapist, and I get along with him well and think I see some progress. My psychiatrist thinks it’s time to experiment with something else for the anxiety. 10 years on the same meds can be tough.
I feel like my life is a series of forward and backward steps, and at any point I can fall behind.
To those that think I’m an attention seeker, I am sorry. I don’t intend to be Newman on Seinfeld threatening to jump. I’d much prefer the happy times I experienced during and prior to marriage.
It amazes me that strangers on a message board can care. I won’t be on here much during the day this week as that’s when I’m at work.
The evenings are starting to take their toll on me. Last week I felt fine, perhaps being out of work, around family, and hitting the gym helped. At school I feel helpless. Part of the reason I took the job was to have more family/fun time. I feel overwhelmed, powerless at times, and almost like I’m afraid to move. It’s a double edged sword, afraid during the day and at night.
I am seeing a professional. I felt like I was in a better place last week and a little bit prior. I’m on my second therapist, and I get along with him well and think I see some progress. My psychiatrist thinks it’s time to experiment with something else for the anxiety. 10 years on the same meds can be tough.
I feel like my life is a series of forward and backward steps, and at any point I can fall behind.
To those that think I’m an attention seeker, I am sorry. I don’t intend to be Newman on Seinfeld threatening to jump. I’d much prefer the happy times I experienced during and prior to marriage.
Posted on 11/28/23 at 8:13 pm to TexasTiger08
Keep it up, it really is one day at a time. There are always shoulders to lean on...and we all need them. Go kick arse!
Posted on 11/28/23 at 8:13 pm to marigny
You tried living a Worldly life and it is not working out well for you. I suggest you try to live a Godly life and then I truly believe you will find the peace, happiness, and hope that you so desperately need. Seek and live Jesus teachings and your life will change for the better. God loves you just as you are. All you have to do is love him back and miracles will come your way. I will be praying for you, Amen
Posted on 11/28/23 at 8:15 pm to TexasTiger08
Thank you for replying.
If you are a spiritual person and believe, something that helped me (through the help of my therapist) is surrendering to God. I realize this may not be for everyone, but it helped me, and whatever can work for you (or anyone else) and isn't hurtful to you or anyone else can't be all that bad.
God is not in a hurry. You are. It’s why you’re tired. It’s why you’re anxious. Furthermore, it’s why you are frustrated, stressed, and disappointed.
Your anxiety may be a signal to pray and give it to God (and having a great support system in place through friends and family, a counselor, and medication).
Even if you don't believe right now that things will get better, lean on the people that you trust because they have a different perspective than you do. The sun will come up tomorrow, and you will still be breathing. Understand that you don't have to carry the weight or burden on your shoulders all day, every day. Take life in bite size pieces until you are able to get some issues resolved to your liking.
One song that I listen to over and over --- and I mean really listen to the lyrics, when I have anxiety come over me is, "Let it Be" by The Beatles. My counselor recommended this to me, and it really moved me (and still does today), because I finally understand the meaning behind the song, instead of just singing along like I do to most songs.
There will be an answer, until then, let it be.
Let It Be
If you are a spiritual person and believe, something that helped me (through the help of my therapist) is surrendering to God. I realize this may not be for everyone, but it helped me, and whatever can work for you (or anyone else) and isn't hurtful to you or anyone else can't be all that bad.
God is not in a hurry. You are. It’s why you’re tired. It’s why you’re anxious. Furthermore, it’s why you are frustrated, stressed, and disappointed.
Your anxiety may be a signal to pray and give it to God (and having a great support system in place through friends and family, a counselor, and medication).
Even if you don't believe right now that things will get better, lean on the people that you trust because they have a different perspective than you do. The sun will come up tomorrow, and you will still be breathing. Understand that you don't have to carry the weight or burden on your shoulders all day, every day. Take life in bite size pieces until you are able to get some issues resolved to your liking.
One song that I listen to over and over --- and I mean really listen to the lyrics, when I have anxiety come over me is, "Let it Be" by The Beatles. My counselor recommended this to me, and it really moved me (and still does today), because I finally understand the meaning behind the song, instead of just singing along like I do to most songs.
There will be an answer, until then, let it be.
Let It Be
This post was edited on 11/28/23 at 8:17 pm
Posted on 11/28/23 at 8:41 pm to TexasTiger08
Lots of good advice in this thread.
I’ll add that you should look into volunteering somewhere, anywhere, any organization that is helping others. The simple act of giving your time can provide purpose.
I’ll add that you should look into volunteering somewhere, anywhere, any organization that is helping others. The simple act of giving your time can provide purpose.
Posted on 11/28/23 at 8:46 pm to TexasTiger08
Keep on pressing. One day at a time.
Posted on 11/28/23 at 8:49 pm to Will Cover
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Let it Be
One of the most beautiful and inspirational songs ever written and Paul's greatest moment as a songwriter. It cemented him as arguably the greatest songwriter that's ever lived.
Also my favorite Beatles song
Posted on 11/28/23 at 9:00 pm to TexasTiger08
I feel like anything I want to say sounds condescending, but it can be so healing to care for others. Your friends that are hospitalized with serious illnesses…do for them. If they’re local, go sit with them, maybe bring a meal or visit with their family. Talk about the illness-or not-but let them feel your presence. There’s not another person in the world that can offer your unique presence. If they’re not local, call them. Regularly. My husband has been in and out of the hospital all year, and it always cheered him up when he heard from someone. Being seriously ill can be terribly isolating. Stop counting the number of people who care for you and just love the ones who do. In your current state, you wouldn’t feel better if the number was 20 or 500; that in itself will not give you relief. If you’re getting professional help, find another Dr. if you’re not progressing. Ask a minister and your family to lay hands on you, or ask a priest for anointing of the sick. Fight back on every level. Praying for you.
Posted on 11/28/23 at 9:16 pm to TexasTiger08
As bad as things seem just remember that there are always folks out there that are in a situation far worse than yours. Yet, they manage to hack it somehow..
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Posted on 11/28/23 at 9:18 pm to TexasTiger08
Start running/exercising
Posted on 11/28/23 at 9:48 pm to TexasTiger08
You need jiu jitsu. It won’t fix everything but it changed my life and saved me in a way when my first wife left me for another dude.
But more than that, you need a relationship with Jesus
But more than that, you need a relationship with Jesus
This post was edited on 11/28/23 at 9:50 pm
Posted on 11/28/23 at 10:07 pm to TexasTiger08
Your daughter deserves to know you through more than pictures buddy. This life isn’t perfect but it’s a life worth living.
Posted on 11/28/23 at 10:19 pm to TexasTiger08
Keep the faith man
I didn’t have a great day today tbh
We go again tomorrow.
I didn’t have a great day today tbh
We go again tomorrow.
Posted on 11/28/23 at 10:29 pm to TexasTiger08
quote:
I am here. I stand by what I’ve said earlier in that you all on here are outstanding. This includes the ones telling me to sack up.
Everyone cares because You're not in a good state of mind. Rational people can see that your situation is temporary. You're not rational right now. Your situation is temporary even though it doesn't feel like it to you right now. Nobody wants to see you make a permanent decision to a temporary problem.
This post was edited on 11/28/23 at 10:32 pm
Posted on 11/28/23 at 11:01 pm to TexasTiger08
What I needed
Granted this was someone that died at 911 but the message is still the same. When I was at the end someone sent this to me, and it really made me realize it wasn’t all about me, and it wouldn’t be fair to my daughter.
Once you look your daughter in the eyes for the first time you will understand no matter what. It is, and will always be hard. Overcome all of that for your daughter.
Daughters are the best!! They will soften you up, and make you 10times stronger all at the same time!! They will always be there for you if you are always there for them.
Don’t give in, and don’t give up!! I’ve been there, and done that. Fight thru this.
Granted this was someone that died at 911 but the message is still the same. When I was at the end someone sent this to me, and it really made me realize it wasn’t all about me, and it wouldn’t be fair to my daughter.
Once you look your daughter in the eyes for the first time you will understand no matter what. It is, and will always be hard. Overcome all of that for your daughter.
Daughters are the best!! They will soften you up, and make you 10times stronger all at the same time!! They will always be there for you if you are always there for them.
Don’t give in, and don’t give up!! I’ve been there, and done that. Fight thru this.
This post was edited on 11/28/23 at 11:04 pm
Posted on 11/29/23 at 6:43 am to biohzrd
quote:
What I needed
The 5-year and 10-year mark in that song/letter really got me.
Wow.
Posted on 11/29/23 at 6:54 am to Will Cover
quote:
You must be intentional about taking authority over your own life and making your well-being a priority. That means physically, intellectually, emotionally, and spiritually to become the best person you can be.
You choose your attitude. No one can make you feel or act a certain way. You decide how your day, week, and year will be.
I was in a post-divorce funk (cheating ex, too) for a while.
Some of the things mentioned in the thread (exercise, therapist, vacation) get me bopping along, but nothing CHANGED until that^^^ clicked with me.
That I had been given an OPPORTUNITY to define who I really was, and who I really wanted to be. That, at least for a minute here, I don't have to answer to fricking anybody - I can write whatever story I want.
I did that - and 20 years on, now - I don't think I could even imagine back then the things I've accomplished, the places I've been, the person I've become.
Your situation is not an abyss - it's a blessing. Take advantage.
Posted on 11/29/23 at 8:03 am to TexasTiger08
Keep fighting. Every single day.
We’re indeed strangers on a message board but so many caring strangers .. keep posting to let us know how you are. We’re all here for you.
We’re indeed strangers on a message board but so many caring strangers .. keep posting to let us know how you are. We’re all here for you.
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