TexasTiger08

[quote]Then, she’s no longer the woman you married. [/quote] I understand that. I miss the woman she WAS. But that ship has sailed. I think my current feelings have less to do with her and more to do with a lack of confidence in being able to move on. ...

The drinking has curtailed big time. I’ve noticed that when I do crack open one, I get full fast. Yard work is an improvement over my previous activities. I would just come home and sleep....

[quote]Nelson Biederman IV[/quote] I can’t say your perspective is entirely wrong. I am speaking with professionals. I’m an open book with them, just as I am on here. In regards to the medication thread, that was prior to shite hitting the fan in my life. I’m sure my emotional state didn’t help ma...

[quote]TexasTiger08 claimed he was 5'8" 205 lbs back in May. Since then, he's had a summer from HELLL emotionally wife that left him, moved out to get her own place, is shagging with her co-worker (who happened to be one of OP's friends), and as of early this month she was pregnant and wanting a di...

[quote]Then get a fricking therapist.[/quote] I have one...

I enjoy reading the success stories on here. It gives me a sliver of hope. Prior to this, I battled depression and anxiety. That’s one thing she claimed started to weigh on her, which I now think is bull shite. I’m was the same person day 1 as I was on our most recent times together....

[quote]The gym will help but u need to get into a Hobby ridiculously. Golf[/quote] Oddly enough I dropped a 78 out on the golf course the other day. Best round ever....

[quote]If you dont go for Hispanics.[/quote] I’m a fan of the thicc Latina...

[quote]Do you love yourself?[/quote] Right now? I don’t think so. I feel like I’m in the way. I’m struggling to believe in God. On my best days, I’m still a loner just taking up space. I’m just being honest. ...

I’m gonna get out of the house tonight. I suppose that will do me some good....

[quote]Where you live in Texas bro?[/quote] South Texas...

I’m about to make a 2 hour drive and I’m on the verge of tears. Your solution probably isn’t the same as mine....

I think sometimes my family gets tired of it. I’m sure they’re ready for me to be over this. ...

Yes I am seeing a professional ...

[quote]Allow time to heal.[/quote] My new fear is that I won’t heal....

I know I’m a buzzkill. Nobody wants to be around me. ...

I’m a little over 2 months into this new life of mine. It’s impacting my work. My confidence is shot. I feel the people who don’t care and want me gone outweigh those that do love me....

Strangely enough, this place seems to be as good as any for therapy. Things have been worse lately. I find myself asking God to take me. I find myself even struggling to believe. I’m not a saint, but in general I think I’m a good person. I try to do right. I wonder what I did to deserve all this. My...

[quote]Be the adult in the room[/quote] I have been trying this approach as well. It’s hard when people talk behind your back to ruin your own reputation....

[quote]And IF they are real and people are nuts enough to dump here, I can understand why they might be getting left.[/quote] You’re suggesting there’s a correlation between posting anonymously on a message board and women cheating on said poster? That’s sensible....