re: Am I a bad person?

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I have been talking with this single white female who has two kids that are 5 and not even a years old (5 year old is female and the other male).

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Why the frick are you talking with a chick who just had a fricking baby? Single moms are leaches, baw.

Im here to rectify this.

I may be a bad person, but I genuinely feel horrible.

It may be that it has to do with "guts been sprayed" as another poster so eloquently put it and justifiably so. His father is bottom barrel gene pool. Like the white nope instead of the white hope.

When he smiles you cringe, but you cant cringe around everyone faking it themselves. She acts so proud of this.. this... child? I cant bare to have a serious talk about the kid and feel it would just end horribly, so Im done.

You know that feeling when you see something that embodies innocence, but the thing itself more resembles a toaster oven; so you want to embrace it, but you cant overcome the repugnant feelings summoning to the surface like some Volcano that is about to erupt?

That is this poor child. My heart bleeds for his future. What a paradox.

Why are you dating a woman with a son under a year? She sounds trashy and you sound dim.

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It may be that it has to do with "guts been sprayed" as another poster so eloquently put it and justifiably so. His father is bottom barrel gene pool. Like the white nope instead of the white hope.

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It’s impossible to respect someone who voluntarily procreates with this kind of man. You were smart to cut it off, even if you’re blaming the kid.

I tend to agree.

I feel horrible about the whole thing. My family asked me why I decided to end it and I was truthful and my moms about disowned me.

I guess I need to confront the realization I cant handle truth ugliness and deformity in such a small person. I never seen it before and never thought I would react this way. Self-realization and inner battle ahead.

Had the kid been medically deformed I would not have been the same way. But a perfectly healthy young person with his only deformity is the genes handed down to him is another story. My heart breaks.

It's not his kid. He's dumb for dating a chick with a kid under a year. That's trashy as frick.

But it's not an a-hole move to leave.

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I guess I need to confront the realization I cant handle truth ugliness and deformity in such a small person. I never seen it before and never thought I would react this way. Self-realization and inner battle ahead.

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You talk/type funny.

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But a perfectly healthy young person with his only deformity is the genes handed down to him is another story.

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Really funny..

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My heart breaks.

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Second time you've said this today.
I think I found your problem. Do you speak with a lisp of sorts? Bet you just have a case of the ghey.

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Normal people use boy/girl

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You would understand why if you were me.

And to those asking why I would date a girl like this.

Well, when I first met her it was in 2014 and she only had her little girl.

I was erasing an old email account and found an email where she asked to friend an old facebook account I had. I looked it up and friended her. I did not see she had a baby until after friend request accepted.

Once I saw the child I was mortified. The kid has no idea and there is something very macabre about that.

I was kind and gave it a shot. I wanted to tell her often, "You do see what I see, right?"

She told how her ex boyfriend left the kid by himself one day and how that was a line in the sand to end it (he wasnt the father either). I believe he couldnt deal with having this bouncing ball of pud and had to leave.

She will never find the right man. It is a sad story.

Whoa! Whoa! Hold on for a sec. This thread has gone on far too long.

We need pics, dammit! Of the SWF, not the ugly kid.

You're a cuck for dating a woman with kids.