You ever get to the point that you don’t care?

If in a professional setting, i.e., find a new job and one that suits your passion.

If personal, most likely depression.

When that happens I just throw my hands in the air.

I watched that basketball game too

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I remember my first beer...

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Then you did it wrong.

I’ve been struggling a lot this week. Had a painful surgery and my godmother unexpectedly passed away.

Life can be lonely sometimes but I’m grateful for some of the posts here this week. Made my week a little more bearable.

Early in my career, I seldom took vacation. Now I find myself having to take more to fight off the kind of apathy and cynicism that you are talking about.

One time…in band camp.

The government response to COVID was very eye opening. Can’t help but feel defeated when you see stuff like what happened to the truckers in Canada versus BLM setting cities on fire and getting millions of bucks from American corporations. If you really think this country is going down the toilet, no matter what you do, then it is hard to care a lot.

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my godmother unexpectedly passed away.

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. My condolences, I buried my Dad on Monday. It was a blessing he had been in poor health for a long time. What I am having a tough time with is some of my friends around me. I just don’t understand it. People tell you I am here for you then you never hear from them or when you do you can the last they want is to be talking to you and can’t wait until the conversation is over. Even some of my oldest friends didn’t even come to the funeral. Haven’t made much effort to reach out to me.