Xanax and alcohol - Edited OP

It was by accident but I will never ever do that again. I almost lost my life and my marriage in one very very weird night.

So I went out to have a drink with a long time friend. (A drink and then I would go home) Before I know it, I am quite literally driving in my truck around town like I am in Mario Cart. I remember the colors of bright orange and yellow. We ended up at 2 other bars. At some point I blacked out but I remember being in one bar, in the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and started freaking out. I ran a full sprint through the bar and out the front door. I don't remember anything else past that.

My wife says that I came home absolutely wasted. I went to the bathroom and threw up. I passed out on the floor and she was so scared of me that she told me to go sleep in my truck. I didn't make it. Matter of fact, I fell asleep using the door step in our garage as my pillow. She let me in but locked me in an upstairs room. I remember none of this.