re: Dear diary, tired of living (update pg 15)

Live your story. Sounds harsh. But live it. If it means having a shitty ex. Live it. If it means hugging that sweet little daughter of yours and walking her down the aisle one day, live it. Your story was written a long time ago. Trust it. Live it.

Lean not on your own understanding, trust in the Lord with all your heart.

It always gets better. Always. Wait for it. Don't end it before the better part comes. Live it. Your life is a gift. Look in that mirror. You are not alone. You have yourself. Take care of yourself. Don't abandon yourself. You are important. No matter what. You are important.

PS. I don't know you, but I care for you.

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that doesn’t include my unborn daughter

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My man you got air in your lungs and a child on the way. It's time to stop sulking and find something that gives you meaning. Seek out a new hobby. Join a new church. Take a trip and do something you've never done before. Before you know it you will be responsible for another human being and one of the most important things you can do for that little girl is truly seek out happiness. You can't sit around and wait on others. Other people will always let you down. It's on you to find what makes you go. If you need a non family member to talk to or if you need somewhere to get away I'd be glad to help.

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I’ve contemplated God’s existence. I feel abandoned by Him.

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Go to confession. Leave your worries with him. Get the weight off of you. We cannot shoulder the burdens alone. We are not built for it. It's ok.

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If my therapist cares about me, that would make 10

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Then that is 10 more than some people have.

You have to change your perspective. It's not about what has life done to me, I've been abandoned by God, etc...

What have you done for God? Do you only call on him when you're low? What about when you're high? Do you thank him for that? Thank him for the gifts you have?

What have you done for others in your life? Sometimes we can be so focused on our illness we become narcissistic. It's easy to do.

Take a trip to a local hospital and volunteer. Rock babies in the sick ward who have no one to visit them or give a shite about them past a paycheck. Who only show up when the nurses call when they are ready to be discharged.

Become a driver transporting elderly to their doctor visits.

Help at a food bank.

If you spend all your time taking from life you're not living it and it will depress you.

I have been sick a long time now major surgeries and pain daily. Best thing to ever happen was having to be sent to Texas Children's Radiology because I needed a scan and there were no other machine available in Methodist.

Holy shite the sick kids. Had no idea of the gravity of what's going to probably kill most of them. All the red eyed parents..

Walked out of there changed for life.

Seek real help & soon


Life is precious

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TexasTiger08

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I care about you

If you need to talk

kajunka6609@yahoo.com

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I think I’ve counted maybe 8 people that actually give a shite about me, that doesn’t include my unborn daughter that my cheating and soon-to-be ex-wife will deliver in a few months. If my therapist cares about me, that would make 10 I guess.

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I haven't read all of the responses, but I can give you this advice: Stop looking to other people to find happiness. Your validation needs to come from within, and YOU are your true source of happiness/contentment.

This is true for EVERY person on this planet! You are wonderful simply because you exist!! That is a beautiful thought. The miracle of life that happened just to put you on this planet is a feat unto itself.

So moving forward with that, know that maybe your main true purpose this entire time is to be a wonderful father to your daughter. She will need you!

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Bull. shite. This is the lie of modern therapy, which is about 50 years old, max. Brene Brown ain't The Truth. Instead, we need community and we need the transcendant. Approval starts with God become man, who is more merciful and forgiving to us than we are to ourselves, and it is often reflected by close ones dear to us. No one has ever created their own contentment. It's not possible.

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get the frick out. no fairy is going to save this guy. He has to do it and want it for himself—finding a purpose .. from within

This the time to turn to God. Go talk to a priest rather than a therapist. If therapists had the answers, you wouldn't be in this situation. Then start looking for ways to serve others. Turn to the Church, save your life and your soul.

How old are you? Did you ever consider joining the military? I heard of someone who was in a similar situation and he joined the Priesthood. Seek God and learn to focus on helping others. Only you can control your own mind. Try to replace all the negatives with positives. Find some kind of volunteer group and help those who have real problems.

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God ain't gonna save you, brotha...you need to save you.

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Shut the frick up. He doesnt need your evangelism here.


You have no self awareness at all. MMmcreampie.