Why am I so mad at the saints

Yes I was a boycotter for half the season, but even in the midst of all the SJW shite it's hard to hate something you grew up loving. But there I was boycotting not watching even gave all my gear to goodwill. Until about mid season I started watching saints games again very hard to ignore habit. The players seemed to have just started playing football like normal, even SJW leader Jenkins football had returned to game time and not politics.

Brees.....where does we start, he was an unlikely hero, a gamble, just what a city needed in time of a disaster a shining hope of normalcy in a time of utter dispair. The team had strangers hugging, high fiving, saying Who Dat to each other as we passed one another in a supermarket wearing our team gear. Brees was our captain america delivered us a superbowl and what a magical season and time to be alive in southern louisiana that was.

Then this year after a few officiating mistakes and some defensive blunders kept us from reaching the promised land again in recent years , that robbed us of some of our best teams we just couldn't get it done once again. Brees went out not how he wanted or planned imo, you could see that in his face he looked defeated all season. Not the same guy who won the SB, not the guy with something to prove who played with a chip on his shoulder. He was the guy just trying to finish his career and trying not to ruin his legacy. But he did with the people it mattered the most to.

So after all this blabbering I'm mad because the Saints took the Saints away from me, I no longer care if they win or lose. That passion is gone and it's sad.....

Yes dear diary