re: If i only had a gun...

Not that uncommon for some people with suicidal thoughts

PJ, if you need to talk about it let me know, I will give you my contact info. I know we give each other a hard time, but you have to get through this. Have you seen a doctor about this? If not, I think you should do so ASAP.

There is nothing worse than having a feeling that you can't control in which you feel as if the world around you is crumbling.. First, do you get enough vitamin D? Start taking vitamins if you don't, get out in the sun.. Try to get yourself outside.. Or just out and about in general.

Think about your grandchild.. And don't you have another one on the way?

Back to the vitamin D thing. This was maybe 7 or 8 years ago, but I started feeling bad.. Lack of energy, was feeling really down/depressed, just didn't feel like myself.. I went to the doctor and I actually had a really low amount of vitamin D and it surprised me all the problems lack of VD can cause. I take a multi-vitamin and 800 IU VD.

If you work in an office, it is easy to not get outside a lot, but I make sure I get outside more often now... Don't do anything crazy..

Wrong kid died

I'm late to the party

are dukke v and peej the same?

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Im late to the party

are dukke v and peej the same?

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Yes

dukke v = PJ = peej

I only know this from the many hurricane threads and his masterful predictions

Still roughing it.

Well frick yea I am finally cooled off a little bit today, you ready?

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I think everyone is limited to one "don't kill yourself" threads per year. You have exceeded yours for this year.

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Then he can have mine. Hang in there, PJ. We love you, brother.

Your words are powerful. We can give you reassurance needed though. You’re loved here. Be well.