re: Users on whisper App reveal why they think they settled.

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Well, she has been living at her parents house for a little while now. I havent seen her since she has been there. However, she texts me saying she misses me - and wishes we could work things out. She said that she isnt talking to the guy anymore, and swears up and down that she hasnt been seeing him, and only talked to him a couple times about 'work'. She said that she wont take any jobs that he will be working at, and that she wants to see me. I haven't taken her up on the offer to get together - but its been playing a number on my head the last week or so. The other night we were texting on and off, and she said she was going 'out with friends' for the night to have a few drinks after work . Im not sure why she even told me - since she didn't invite me or anything. I had a weird gut feeling right when she told me. I could not get to sleep at all, and kept tossing and turning and thinking about her being out, and the possibility of her being with him. I know where the guy lives, so I get up, get dressed (its like 2:30 am) and go over to his house to see if her car is there. Its in this weird old apartment building. I get over to his apartment and sure enough, her car is out front. Im not really sure which apartment is his - all the lights seem to be off or curtains drawn at all the apartments. I walk over to the car, to make sure its hers (its pretty dark) - sure enough its hers.. its parked directly in front of one of the apartments. For proof, I take a quick picture of her car there, and start to turn around to leave when I hear a weird noise. Unsure of where it came from, I turn around and walk over towards an apartment when I hear the noise again - this time I know what it is.. its moaning. Moaning from both a man and a woman - and I recognize the voice. Im standing there in disbelief listening to this right outside the apartment door - the door is actually ajar a little.. by like 2 inches. I stand there and continue to hear more of the moaning. (It felt like I was standing there an eternity, but it was probably only a few seconds.) So I push the door open and they are naked together on the couch and don't even notice that I open the door. They are naked RIGHT THERE in front of me on a couch 7 feet from an ajar door and she is giving him a bj. I am obviously stunned. I get pissed and yell at them 'What the F!!!, F both of you!' and I walk away. She screams at first and says 'oh my god!' then she actually curses me. Immediately afterwords she calls me 8 times in a row. I don't answer. There are more details Im not going to get into... Needless to say - I am shaking right now even thinking about this. I was so stunned and sad the day after it happened - and now I am getting the rage. Serious rage that I am having a hard time controlling. I keep imagining my hands wrapped around that guy's neck, and seeing myself reacting differently - instead of walking away - walking inside and pummeling the guy into a wet pulp.. I am so pissed at myself for not taking a picture of them on the couch together.. I was feeling really crazy last night, and am still feeling really really crazy right now - and I dont know what to do. I wish I was making this up, but Im not.. I am literally having a hard time typing because my hands are shaking so much. This is the worst thing I have ever experienced.

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