re: TD 75k Club - 13Oct

Hey Paige

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most people think I’m the same poster I was years ago. And I’m not

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so you're no longer crazy? You got some meds or what?

What a bunch of losers

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Seems like he had you pegged pretty well

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That is interesting to read. I wonder what happened to DF.

Something I should have recalled when she was accusing me of horrible and completely false things.

Character witness stuff, of a sort

Then how come jones who hates me doesn’t think I’m an attention whore anymore?

You’re wrong. And you can drop the Doc Fenton shite. It’s pathetic that you have nothing to say besides bring up some shite from 5 years ago that in no way concerned you

If you say so. I’m not worried about it because it’s not true

And yet, you really do blame the victims of rape

Honestly though, while Doc Fenton is delusional, I’ve never denied that I was crazy back then. Thankfully, due to meds and therapy, I’m a different person now

You on the other hand are still a pathetic piece of shite with a gf/fiancée who has major issues. You probably can’t get a normal person to date you

Idgaf what you do or drop

You’re not hurting me at all. I could not give less of a frick what someone as awful as you thinks about me

Just pointing out that you’re wrong

And no Jones isn’t the only one

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4. You know good and well that I have never once claimed to anybody that you raped me. What you definitely did do was consistently lie to me before the trip, saying that you were okay with no sex, only to go berserk and yell at me about how much you hated me for days on end when you arrived because I wouldn’t, intermixed with crying “why don’t you love me?!” and then getting all horny and starting to rub up against me. Seriously, you cycled in and out of those 3 personalities every 15 minutes for the first few days because of how messed up you were on pills.

5. And yes, I eventually caved after 3 days of unrelenting pressure. It’s just not realistic to think a guy can hold out forever in that kind of situation with nowhere to go to leave the room because the woman refuses to go anywhere. You yelling to me about how you were going to break up with me otherwise and go home and “have sex with 16 different guys” certainly didn’t help matters.

6. The sex was a bad experience for me because I felt guilty about what I was doing, as you well knew, and because of how messed up the whole situation was. I think you felt guilty about it too, and that’s why you’re so eager to make up lies about it now to cover yourself. Remember though, that you didn’t always feel this way about things. Do you want me to post the message you sent me from the connecting airport on your way home from Zurich? Remember how you told me it “felt sooo good” and how many times you came and how amazing and awesome it was? If it was so terrible, why did you keep telling me how much you wanted to get married to me after you got home from Zurich? Remember how you melted down once you knew I was coming back to the U.S. and did everything you could to get me to move to Houston with you? Remember all those things you told me about how you didn’t like the way certain guys (two of whom you had sex with but left unnamed in the list of six) from this board treated you because all they wanted was to see you naked and use you for sex? That’s probably why you had that “conviction” in church in January and told me that you realized you shouldn’t have sex anymore. Remember when you were in agreement with me and believed in chastity, and told me how convinced you were that God had brought me into your life? If the sex was so incredibly bad, why did you scream and yell and slam doors in my face in Houston, and kick me out of your apartment when I turned you down for it? I mean, this is all after the fact. Even as late as last fall, after I had moved over a thousand miles away from you to take a job at a big bank in another city, that you told me you loved me and felt so bad that I moved away because you thought we were meant to be together. It seems a little strange to say all those things to me in private, and then have this pathological need to talk negatively about your experiences with me on here. Do you really want me to post the gchats and emails you sent me for

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You told me I was responsible

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For your own actions.

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that means you are saying it’s my fault, I’m to blame.

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Categorically, unequivocally, no. You aren’t responsible for some one else’s actions.

And I’ve maintained that stance the entire time