Prayers needed….any words of encouragement or advice.

I start off by saying I apologize in advance for how long this post is.I have been a lurker for many years. I have laughed and cried on here but never felt the need to post. I passed many countless hours enjoying all the post on here. So today I find it oddly strange to want to post but I am lost right now. On Friday morning I suddenly and unexpectedly lost my wife of almost 20 years . Never could’ve imagined after reading post like this, that it would’ve happen to me. What makes this even worse is we have 3 kids including 2 little girls. I have always been told everything happens for a reason but why would God take my wife and take my innocent children’s mother away? As a cruel twist we were all packed and ready to go on our family vacation on Saturday.I don’t know how I can get through this. I am lost, my world has fallen apart in a matter of minutes. I am now a widow at 42 with 3 kids that will grow up without a mother. I have 2 precious baby girls that need a mother to help them with things in life that only a mother can. I will stop rambling now but for some reasons unknown I felt the need to post this. Everyone hold your loved ones a little tighter tonight because life is truly precious and tomorrow isn’t guaranteed.

THANK YOU ALL! I truly appreciate everyone’s kind words. Y’all do not know how much that actually means to me.