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I know I have caused Controversy here ... (Very Long)
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:31 pm
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:31 pm
I know I have caused some controversy here lately. I want it to be clear that I do not actually believe any human being is better than any another human being solely because of their skin color. I’m mostly just shitposting out of anger, frustration, and desperation because of what is happening in this country. I do not want violence, I do not want conflict, I want everyone to live in harmony.
I have admittedly been pretty inflammatory. To the point where someone in another thread asked if I was doing okay. I thought it made sense to give it more visibility by making this thread. Here is what I said back -
———
“Thanks. I appreciate that. I understand why you’d ask.
I’m not okay. I’m so deeply heartbroken by what is happening in this country, and so constrained by the mainstream thought police, that the only way I can express myself and communicate with people is through subliminal memes on the internet.
I bought into the supposed American ideals, values, beliefs, traditions, my whole entire life. Based my entire identity on being American.
Believed in equality, meritocracy, liberty. Believed that my hard work would pay off and I’d be able to provide a loving, nurturing, disciplined environment for my family. See my children grow up and succeed in ways I could never imagine. See them be happy.
But these people don’t want equality, they don’t want meritocracy, they don’t want liberty. They want revenge on me for things I didn’t even do. For things I don’t even agree with and find reprehensible. But that doesn’t matter to them. It doesn’t matter to anyone.
Corporate America, Academia, Mainstream Media, the entire fricking Government from top to bottom is letting these people do whatever they want. They’re fricking encouraging it.
It fricking sucks. It doesn’t have to be like this. It shouldn’t be like this. Everything I’ve been told is a lie. Everyone has sold us out. And no ones doing a single fricking thing about it.
I just want my fricking country back. I just want my family to be safe. I just want to preserve the history, the ideals, and the traditions that are the building blocks of who I am as a person.
But they won’t let me. This will never stop.
At a certain point, you might as well just become what the Left chooses to label you as. They will never see you differently anyway.
It truly is a clown world.”
———
I don’t want a war - an ideological one or a racial one ... but with the way things have been trending in this country ... it feels inevitable.
It feels like I don’t have a choice. It feels like I am being attacked for being who I am. Like I am being erased.
I haven’t hurt anyone. I haven’t violated anyone’s rights. I haven’t oppressed anyone. I’ve done nothing but intensely believed in American values my whole life ... and where has that gotten me? Thrown under the bus.
I don’t believe any race is superior. That’s fricking dumb. Everyone on this planet is capable of success, greatness, kindness, love, friendship, being a good family member, friend, citizen in society, etc. I know that to be true.
That’s why I hold my fellow Americans to the same standard I hold myself, regardless of their race. And yet - look at the outcome when I expect that ... looting, rioting, chaos. Assault, rape, murder. Blatant lies and propaganda and people selling themselves and their communities to the highest bidder.
Leftists love to talk about “intersectionality”, but never about the intersection between race and culture. At what point am I justified in feeling this way? At what point do we say our system doesn’t work? That our differences and perspectives are just too great to overcome? Why do we act like humans have advanced past tribalism and that everything is fine?
We can’t even have legitimate discussions about race anymore in this country. People don’t want to have hard conversations.Truth doesn’t matter anymore. All that matters now are feelings.
What about my feelings? They don’t matter? Because of the color of my skin? Doesn’t that put us right back where we started?
I hope I’m wrong but I feel we’re already past the tipping point. It feels like there’s no going back. It feels like I’m on a run away train with no brakes.
I didn’t fricking sign up for this. I don’t fricking want this. They require absolute submission to their insane demands. They expect me to keep my mouth shut and kneel while simultaneously telling me I need to speak up more and do more and that everything’s my fault anyway.
It doesn’t make sense. None of this makes sense.
Maybe everything I’ve been made to believe about America is a lie in the first place. Maybe Liberty is impossible to maintain. Maybe I’m a fricking moron for ever believing in the power of the individual.
We are literally diving head first into either a dystopia or a civil war. I don’t want either, but I will never kneel, I will never submit, and I will never relinquish my country to terrorists.
If it has to be us or them. So be it. My answer will always be US.
I won’t throw the first blow, or fire the first shot.
But when the time comes, I will defend myself and others like me. Violently if I have to.
I don’t have a choice. They never gave me one.
I have admittedly been pretty inflammatory. To the point where someone in another thread asked if I was doing okay. I thought it made sense to give it more visibility by making this thread. Here is what I said back -
———
“Thanks. I appreciate that. I understand why you’d ask.
I’m not okay. I’m so deeply heartbroken by what is happening in this country, and so constrained by the mainstream thought police, that the only way I can express myself and communicate with people is through subliminal memes on the internet.
I bought into the supposed American ideals, values, beliefs, traditions, my whole entire life. Based my entire identity on being American.
Believed in equality, meritocracy, liberty. Believed that my hard work would pay off and I’d be able to provide a loving, nurturing, disciplined environment for my family. See my children grow up and succeed in ways I could never imagine. See them be happy.
But these people don’t want equality, they don’t want meritocracy, they don’t want liberty. They want revenge on me for things I didn’t even do. For things I don’t even agree with and find reprehensible. But that doesn’t matter to them. It doesn’t matter to anyone.
Corporate America, Academia, Mainstream Media, the entire fricking Government from top to bottom is letting these people do whatever they want. They’re fricking encouraging it.
It fricking sucks. It doesn’t have to be like this. It shouldn’t be like this. Everything I’ve been told is a lie. Everyone has sold us out. And no ones doing a single fricking thing about it.
I just want my fricking country back. I just want my family to be safe. I just want to preserve the history, the ideals, and the traditions that are the building blocks of who I am as a person.
But they won’t let me. This will never stop.
At a certain point, you might as well just become what the Left chooses to label you as. They will never see you differently anyway.
It truly is a clown world.”
———
I don’t want a war - an ideological one or a racial one ... but with the way things have been trending in this country ... it feels inevitable.
It feels like I don’t have a choice. It feels like I am being attacked for being who I am. Like I am being erased.
I haven’t hurt anyone. I haven’t violated anyone’s rights. I haven’t oppressed anyone. I’ve done nothing but intensely believed in American values my whole life ... and where has that gotten me? Thrown under the bus.
I don’t believe any race is superior. That’s fricking dumb. Everyone on this planet is capable of success, greatness, kindness, love, friendship, being a good family member, friend, citizen in society, etc. I know that to be true.
That’s why I hold my fellow Americans to the same standard I hold myself, regardless of their race. And yet - look at the outcome when I expect that ... looting, rioting, chaos. Assault, rape, murder. Blatant lies and propaganda and people selling themselves and their communities to the highest bidder.
Leftists love to talk about “intersectionality”, but never about the intersection between race and culture. At what point am I justified in feeling this way? At what point do we say our system doesn’t work? That our differences and perspectives are just too great to overcome? Why do we act like humans have advanced past tribalism and that everything is fine?
We can’t even have legitimate discussions about race anymore in this country. People don’t want to have hard conversations.Truth doesn’t matter anymore. All that matters now are feelings.
What about my feelings? They don’t matter? Because of the color of my skin? Doesn’t that put us right back where we started?
I hope I’m wrong but I feel we’re already past the tipping point. It feels like there’s no going back. It feels like I’m on a run away train with no brakes.
I didn’t fricking sign up for this. I don’t fricking want this. They require absolute submission to their insane demands. They expect me to keep my mouth shut and kneel while simultaneously telling me I need to speak up more and do more and that everything’s my fault anyway.
It doesn’t make sense. None of this makes sense.
Maybe everything I’ve been made to believe about America is a lie in the first place. Maybe Liberty is impossible to maintain. Maybe I’m a fricking moron for ever believing in the power of the individual.
We are literally diving head first into either a dystopia or a civil war. I don’t want either, but I will never kneel, I will never submit, and I will never relinquish my country to terrorists.
If it has to be us or them. So be it. My answer will always be US.
I won’t throw the first blow, or fire the first shot.
But when the time comes, I will defend myself and others like me. Violently if I have to.
I don’t have a choice. They never gave me one.
This post was edited on 6/21/20 at 10:32 pm
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:34 pm to Manzielathon
Seek mental health treatment ASAP or go to the Emergency Room.
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:35 pm to Manzielathon
You are a true Patriot and are my new hero since Fox Mulder went all nihilist
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:37 pm to Manzielathon
I think we all need to realize there is a real evil out there. America may still have many great days ahead of it, but make no mistake, this is not our home. This is not as good as it gets. We are a fallen people. All of this turmoil...it was spelled out a long time ago
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:37 pm to Manzielathon
I still don’t get the images.
But I feel you, re: the rationale behind them.
Take solace in the fact most of us have just about hit our limits where restraint Is concerned.
But I feel you, re: the rationale behind them.
Take solace in the fact most of us have just about hit our limits where restraint Is concerned.
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:41 pm to EKG
We’re about at our breaking point, mate.
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:43 pm to EKG
I think what you are saying is you are tired of all the shite. You won't won't start no shite, but you are ready for shite. Millions agree and that is why gun sells have gone through the roof.
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:44 pm to Manzielathon
Thanks for posting...a good read IMHO
Many share your thoughts and emotions...
In part...it is the power of media to make things seem worse than they are...
Common folk are living life like none of its happening...
Good can come from 2020..but how or in what form I am not sure
Many share your thoughts and emotions...
In part...it is the power of media to make things seem worse than they are...
Common folk are living life like none of its happening...
Good can come from 2020..but how or in what form I am not sure
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:44 pm to Manzielathon
The people doing this are mostly liberal arts academics at the university and Democrat politicians. They need to be isolated and targeted as enemy of the U.S.
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:46 pm to SirWinston
Damn, that 50-7 must have really hurt.
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:51 pm to Manzielathon
Smoke a bowl and chill out, ya Chicken Little narcissist. And stop posting shitty memes.
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:52 pm to Manzielathon
TLDR
I'm trying to do a manifesto like the unibomber
I'm trying to do a manifesto like the unibomber
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:54 pm to Manzielathon
quote:
They require absolute submission to their insane demands. They expect me to keep my mouth shut and kneel while simultaneously telling me I need to speak up more and do more and that everything’s my fault anyway.
This right here
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:55 pm to ApexTiger
There is a silent majority in this country that love this country and share most of your sentiment. It looks grim right now but I believe that will be to the detriment of the radical left.
This post was edited on 6/21/20 at 11:05 pm
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:58 pm to SirWinston
(no message)
This post was edited on 5/25/23 at 10:56 pm
Posted on 6/21/20 at 10:58 pm to Bulldogblitz
This isn’t a manifesto. I’m not going to hurt anyone. I want to avoid violence.
My point is that it seems like everyone else wants it. Or is promoting it for profit. Or is intentionally agitating for it so they can fill the power vacuum that follows with their own subversive ideology.
I just want to live free and in peace. It feels like they’re not going to let me.
My point is that it seems like everyone else wants it. Or is promoting it for profit. Or is intentionally agitating for it so they can fill the power vacuum that follows with their own subversive ideology.
I just want to live free and in peace. It feels like they’re not going to let me.
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