re: Anyone want to end it...

Lucky you.

My dads B-Day is today. Did a tribute homebrew toast to Jim tonight. But watching him go from dad to yelling for help at night to taking his last breath from cancer mentally fricked me. My 2 Yo keeps me going, but man it sucks at times.

sometimes... but never enough that i would go through with it. you don't get any take backs.

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Dude....quit thinking selfishly. Quit being a count. People are counting on YOU. Parents, siblings, kids, spouse man up.

You might think there’s an easier option by just ending all the shite. Easier on you? Yes
Easier on ANYONE who knows you, no.
You’re being a shite stain if you take that route.
Buck up! Be the man and move forward.
If you need motivation, find it.

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I know you think you're being useful, but that sort of talk has never helped anyone seriously considering snuffing it, ever.

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Worked on me

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Then you were just being a drama queen and wouldn't have snuffed it anyway.

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Lucky you.

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Meh. I got shite. We all do. But to answer your question honestly no I've never thought about killing myself. You want me to lie to you?

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Then you were just being a drama queen and wouldn't have snuffed it anyway.

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Thanks for the encouragement.

People react in different ways to different things. Some people need a kick in the arse to straighten them out and realize what they’re missing out on.
I’m trying to provide the kick. That’s the only thing I can do from my end.

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reasons not to

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my son

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You may not realize your value in this low moment, but consider the fact that you are one of his reasons, now and into adulthood. A parent’s self-destruction, addiction, or suicide is traumatic and unforgettable.

Don’t be ashamed to tell a doctor ASAP if you are making plans to check out of life. Lots of others out there have returned to a healthy mindset after being in utter despair. Don’t accept the way you are feeling/acting as your permanent burden. You can free yourself of it, but you have to talk honestly to your family and a doctor.

Take the day off tomorrow and get started on that.

Yes. I have been. And it was a dark and scary place. But years later, I am happier than ever. Every problem and upset is temporary. Don't make it permanent. Your life matters in ways you don't know. Please don't take it away from those who need you.

Keep your head up. Think of your son and all of your loved ones. It does get better!!!! I promise it does!!!!

Dude, keep your head up & power through. I just had a close friend of mine bitching about just getting dumped & hating his life. Told him he always has the power to make his life better because at least he's still breathing. Could be so much worse, just had another friend of mine die at 25 from a stroke - legitimately the nicest most optimistic person I have ever Met, gone. Point being - no matter how bad it gets, you climb out of a slump.