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re: I don't know what to do. I just want to end it

Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:30 pm to
Posted by deltaland
Member since Mar 2011
91246 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:30 pm to
It's not so much the financial issues I could take the credit hit and file company bankruptcy if it needed to be done I'm stressed over it but it could work out.

It's more that I had all these friends and was successful at a young age and lived it up on top of the world and slept with all these women over the years.Now it's like a switch flipped and can't even get someone to answer a phone call. Just feel abandoned. And I got to the point I wanted to settle down seek more in life like start a family. And that won't happen not with my reputation, my decisions as a young wild man have ruined any positive future. I regret it all and feel like an empty shell of a human
Posted by RogerTheShrubber
Juneau, AK
Member since Jan 2009
263354 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:31 pm to
Lay off the coke. Start there first
Posted by GreatLakesTiger24
One State Solution
Member since May 2012
56041 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:32 pm to
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And that won't happen not with my reputation, my decisions as a young wild man have ruined any positive future.
move somewhere far away. problem solved.
Posted by Rouge
Floston Paradise
Member since Oct 2004
136975 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:33 pm to
1-800-273-8255

Godspeed
Posted by jefforize
Member since Feb 2008
44197 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:34 pm to
Stop seeking external validation from others. Friends and women come and go. Weve all lost people to time and mistakes.

Use what you've learned to better yourself. Become who you want to be


Stop thinking of the past and focus on tomorrow.
This post was edited on 1/14/18 at 9:36 pm
Posted by RogerTheShrubber
Juneau, AK
Member since Jan 2009
263354 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:35 pm to
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reputation, my decisions as a young wild man have ruined any positive future


Unless you have a felony, nah. Your good.
Posted by c on z
Zamunda
Member since Mar 2009
127600 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:37 pm to
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It's more that I had all these friends and was successful at a young age and lived it up on top of the world and slept with all these women over the years.Now it's like a switch flipped and can't even get someone to answer a phone call. Just feel abandoned. And I got to the point I wanted to settle down seek more in life like start a family. And that won't happen not with my reputation, my decisions as a young wild man have ruined any positive future. I regret it all and feel like an empty shell of a human

So...you’re telling us you’ve been unfaithful?
Posted by flyAU
Scottsdale
Member since Dec 2010
24866 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:40 pm to
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deltaland


If you own any firearms you should rent a storage unit or have someone hold onto them until you get out of this hole. You don’t want easy access to something while you are in a mind altered state and depressed.

Posted by OweO
Plaquemine, La
Member since Sep 2009
114236 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:43 pm to
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And I got to the point I wanted to settle down seek more in life like start a family. And that won't happen not with my reputation, my decisions as a young wild man have ruined any positive future. I regret it all and feel like an empty shell of a human



Then move.

Everyone did stupid shite when they were younger. Your friends are probably growing up, it gets to the point when people grow up and don't want to be associated with the shite they use to do.

I'd be more sensitive if I thought this was a case of mental illness, but you just seem to be someone who hasn't grown up yet. You are upset because you can no longer live the reckless life you once lived.

If you stay around the people who have always been around, you will be what they see you as. People act the way people treat them so if the people around you expect you to be a certain way then that's who you will be. Expand your search for a girl. No one outside whatever county you live in doesn't give a frick about your reputation.
Posted by Bestbank Tiger
Premium Member
Member since Jan 2005
71800 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:43 pm to
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It's not so much the financial issues I could take the credit hit and file company bankruptcy if it needed to be done I'm stressed over it but it could work out.

It's more that I had all these friends and was successful at a young age and lived it up on top of the world and slept with all these women over the years.Now it's like a switch flipped and can't even get someone to answer a phone call. Just feel abandoned. And I got to the point I wanted to settle down seek more in life like start a family. And that won't happen not with my reputation, my decisions as a young wild man have ruined any positive future. I regret it all and feel like an empty shell of a human


You don't have to move that far. Seriously, you could probably go to Coast or Tupelo and get a fresh start. Or if you want to try a larger city, Nashville or Memphis.

Posted by Lynyrd
Under the Tilt-a-Whirl
Member since Jun 2010
13186 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:48 pm to
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And that won't happen not with my reputation, my decisions as a young wild man have ruined any positive future.

Sales? It will be ok. I burnt a bridge that would have helped me. That bridge doesn't exist anymore. Change of career? Possibly. Don't compare you to your friends. All are different and going through different situations for a variety of reasons you may not know about. If it has happened, deal with it,and go forward. Welcome to life
Posted by GEAUXT
Member since Nov 2007
29339 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 9:57 pm to
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It's more that I had all these friends and was successful at a young age and lived it up on top of the world and slept with all these women over the years.


This whole thread just for a subtle brag
Posted by Yat27
Austin
Member since Nov 2010
8111 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 10:05 pm to
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Now it's like a switch flipped and can't even get someone to answer a phone call. Just feel abandoned. And I got to the point I wanted to settle down seek more in life like start a family. And that won't happen not with my reputation, my decisions as a young wild man have ruined any positive future.

Move. Go somewhere you've always dreamed of living and start over. Reinvent yourself and meet new friends.

I think I remember you saying you're a farmer and/or own a lot of land, so I'm sure you have reservations about leaving. But selling everything and starting over is better than ending your life. Even if you're only left with $20K you're doing better than most people in their 20s.
Posted by stout
Smoking Crack with Hunter Biden
Member since Sep 2006
167900 posts
Posted on 1/14/18 at 11:27 pm to
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It's more that I had all these friends and was successful at a young age and lived it up on top of the world and slept with all these women over the years.Now it's like a switch flipped and can't even get someone to answer a phone call. Just feel abandoned. And I got to the point I wanted to settle down seek more in life like start a family. And that won't happen not with my reputation, my decisions as a young wild man have ruined any positive future. I regret it all and feel like an empty shell of a human



Move and start new. Go somewhere and make a new reputation.

I was pretty depressed after my dad passed last year, and like you all of my old friends were married and we didn't hang out a lot, so I moved and have a new group of people I hang out with. We also all travel a lot. It's been great and helped me a ton. My next move is out of the country for a while I think.
Posted by Theotherpikecounty
pike county
Member since Aug 2014
546 posts
Posted on 1/15/18 at 7:16 am to
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It's more that I had all these friends and was successful at a young age and lived it up on top of the world and slept with all these women over the years.Now it's like a switch flipped and can't even get someone to answer a phone call.



You are looking for the wrong kind of woman. Whores and sluts move on to the next dick. You need to find a real woman that isnt doing the same thing you are. Look at church, work, health clubs, grocery store for more settled women. Go to some charity events and share your wealth. There are tons of middle aged single women at these events.

Get off the ledge. Ending it will only make it worse for the ones that love you. The ones that wont talk to you today wont care tomorrow when you are gone either.


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