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re: Tomorrow is a very big day for me

Posted on 7/13/18 at 9:38 am to
Posted by idlewatcher
Planet Arium
Member since Jan 2012
96829 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 9:38 am to
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LSU_Smash_the_West


You should be proud of yourself brother. Shitty thing you're going through, but at least you are taking action.

Godspeed sir
Posted by ksayetiger
Centenary Gents
Member since Jul 2007
70324 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 9:39 am to
quote:

want the pain to be a reminder not to ever take these pills again.



I know how you feel.

I really do.

That reminder in your head will not stop most people from if you want to ever talk
This post was edited on 7/13/18 at 12:29 pm
Posted by tgrbaitn08
Member since Dec 2007
148031 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 9:42 am to
Did you check with your dr on that gabapentin?
Posted by Ed Osteen
Member since Oct 2007
59231 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 9:43 am to
quote:

I want the pain to be a reminder not to ever take these pills again.


One of the crazy things with the disease is that your brain will do everything it can to make these memories and feelings hard to remember. My mind only wants to remember the good things about abuse which is totally fricked
Posted by LSU_Smash_the_West
Nawwwlins
Member since Jan 2016
1568 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 9:48 am to
quote:

Did you check with your dr on that gabapentin?


Yes sir. I’m waiting on a reply back
Posted by Tiger n Austin
Austin, Tx
Member since Dec 2005
6846 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 9:51 am to
I have nothing to offer with regards to advice, but I am genuinely glued to this thread and am pulling for you big time.
This post was edited on 7/13/18 at 9:52 am
Posted by LSU_Smash_the_West
Nawwwlins
Member since Jan 2016
1568 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 9:55 am to
T n A
That’s all I need bro. Thanks
Posted by georgia
445
Member since Jan 2007
9221 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 10:05 am to
quote:

gabapentin


My Neurosurgeon put me on this for nerve damage after a car accident. Made my blood pressure go up so I got off of it, but Be careful coming off of it, you have to wean off of it too or it can trigger seizures.
Posted by whit
Baton Rouge
Member since Sep 2010
11073 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 10:27 am to
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Skin crawling ANXIETY like a mother fricker. Agitation level is high. I’m really thinking about taking that Valium to see if that helps some
it’ll definitely help.
Posted by OKellsBells
USA
Member since Dec 2016
5264 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 10:31 am to
No, that’s not correct at all.
Posted by rlp
Shreveport
Member since Sep 2005
676 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 10:40 am to
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Withdrawals are really kicking in now.


Don't know you, but praying and pulling for you to get through this.
Posted by Hook Em Horns
350000 posts
Member since Sep 2010
15706 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 10:45 am to
I’m not telling you that you HAVE to take suboxone. That’s not what I’m saying. I’m telling you from experience with 12 years clean is what I have done. I used subs for 2 months. Well 2 and a half. Then I tapered. My doctor was awesome and didn’t want maintenance. The decision is ultimately yours. You can try nothing or you can take something that is designed to help you come off. Whatever you can handle buddy. I’m not here to argue with random people on the internet about suboxone. To me, it saved my life. I was headed one of two places either in the ground or jail. And I didn’t want to go to either. I will always be an advocate of subs. But that’s me personally.
Posted by LSU_Smash_the_West
Nawwwlins
Member since Jan 2016
1568 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 10:49 am to



Hook em email me please
This post was edited on 7/13/18 at 12:40 pm
Posted by LSU_Smash_the_West
Nawwwlins
Member since Jan 2016
1568 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 10:50 am to
quote:

ReplyOptionsTop 00 Posted by OKellsBells online on 7/13/18 at 10:31 am to oOoLsUtIgErSoOo No, that’s not correct



OKellsbells I emailed you.
Posted by FCP
Delta State Univ. - Fightin' Okra
Member since Sep 2010
5167 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 11:36 am to
Rooting for ya, West. Planning to shut down my current 80mg/day hydrocodone habit early next year—for pretty much the same reasons you cite.

I’m targeting dropping 10mg/month off my daily dosage. I’m down from 150mg to 80mg already, but this is where it starts getting rough (based on prior experiences).

Godspeed to you, and know that there’s a lot of pretty decent people here on TD and a couple of scumbags who are all rooting for ya.
Posted by OKellsBells
USA
Member since Dec 2016
5264 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 11:47 am to
I emailed you back.
Posted by Got Blaze
Youngsville
Member since Dec 2013
10053 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 12:06 pm to
prayers and support sent brother.

I was in your shoes 30+ yrs ago and put myself in treatment when I was 19. Been sober ever since living one day at a time. Sadly I've buried a 1/2 dozen friends who just couldn't kick the habit.

I'm more than willing to listen or share my experience, strength, and hope... holler if you (or anyone else) needs some direction.
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Posted by LSU_Smash_the_West
Nawwwlins
Member since Jan 2016
1568 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 12:09 pm to
Thank you blaze.. To be honest that’s what I’m trying to avoid. I know my addiction can get way way worst. And I do not want that
Posted by SuwMwf
Member since Jul 2012
1055 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 1:08 pm to
Yes. You sound a lot like my brother. Years ago he said many of the same things you have said in this thread. Today he's a needle using heroin addict. It can get MUCH better and you can be sober or you can continue to slide. I don't know how many times I have heard "I'm better than heroin, I know better than to shoot up. I'm smarter than my addiction." It's up to you. When you and your wife and aunt can't handle it reach out and turn yourself over to a professional. Try not to replace!!! You can do without the replacement. The AA community is awesome.
Posted by LSU_Smash_the_West
Nawwwlins
Member since Jan 2016
1568 posts
Posted on 7/13/18 at 1:20 pm to
Good to know.. I have a plan and I’m trying to stick with it. I also been in contact with someone in case I can’t handle it.
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