re: Pretty damn sure I just lost the love of my life.

Fidelity+time. Nothing you do in this moment is gonna prove anything. You could start by taking yourself out of the situations that led to your cheating in the past whether that's alcohol or bars or certain friends. In the end though, it's gonna be effort over time. If you really think she's the one, do it. If it doesn't work, at least you tried. If you end up cheating again, then you need to take a deep look at yourself to find what's the problem that you'd put one you love through such torment.

Why were you trying to get married in the first place? Just knock her up and shack up and common law marry like every other saints fan

Don't want to sound too harsh, but you earned this.

Use this loss as a lesson in the future and if you make a promise to someone, honor it above all else.

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Now I have no doubt in my mind that this woman is well worth it, good fun family, smart as they come, goal oriented, beautiful, active, kind, generous, tight body, fun time, cultured, gives bj's fit for a god, I can go on for days.

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I'm sure there are some single guys here with good character that would like to meet her (maybe on the outdoor board, probably not on the OT).

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Now I have no doubt in my mind that this woman is well worth it, good fun family, smart as they come, goal oriented, beautiful, active, kind, generous, tight body, fun time, cultured, gives bj's fit for a god, I can go on for days.

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I suspect the actual quote would be:

"Now I have no doubt in my mind that this woman is well worth it, jailbird family, dumb as a sack of bricks, obese, butt ugly, lazy, mean as hell, spends my money, Rosie O'Donnell body, boring, uncouth, gives bj's to my friends behind my back, I can go on for days except in bed where I can only last a minute"

You're an idiot.

Good for her.

Hopefully she finds a real man.

So you're convinced that you were the only messing around?

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woman is well worth it, good fun family, smart as they come, goal oriented, beautiful, active, kind, generous, tight body, fun time, cultured, gives bj's fit for a god, I can go on for days.

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So you gave all this up for some strange. Sounds like the regret is eating you up now.

Prayers sent


Let me know if they helped

As others have said it hurts and will for a long time. Learn from this mistake and change your ways.

Once you've done that- cheer up because you are in the driver's seat my friend:
More than a quarter of wives, 25.3 percent, have attained higher levels of education than their husbands