re: Did you live in fear of being put up for adoption?

I am adopted.

Started the process to try and find my birth parents when I was a young lawyer and thought I was hot shite.

Then I went on a rapid downward spiral with drugs.

I was an only child and that was my Mother's threat. She even had what she said was the phone number written beside the phone.
That ended when I ran screaming from the house and up the street to my Grandparents begging them to stop her.
I can't forget the threats.