re: Divorce is brutal.

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I’d almost rather have cancer right now

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That is absolutely normal to feel. The idea that something natural can end this for you. A car accident, cancer, anything.

You're not crazy. You're human. This sucks and it won't go away any time soon.

Just take solace in that you're not the first and won't be the last to go through this incredibly traumatic event.
The trauma is often overlooked and laughed at here. But it's real. Very real and painful.

Day by day. Week by week. It will get easier.