re: Visiting the graveside of a lost loved one

My grandmother was the closest person to me, and I've been to her grave twice. Once to lower her. And the next time to lower my grandfather next to her.

I miss them.

Whenever I pass by the cemetery, which is daily, I pic out their head stones and give them a nod. I won't step foot into the place without a damned good reason.

Cancer may take my mother soon, but she wants to be cremated and dispersed. Not sure how to handle any of it honestly. I'm a naturally cold person.