re: Pondering Life With My Situation

I’ve struggled most of my life but I’ve realized the only one that can really help myself is me. I have taken a more proactive approach and tried to stay busy because lying in bed all day made me miserable. My job had pretty much become all virtual and I decided to take a job in a huge office, I need to be around people.

Even though I was miserable, I was in a comfort zone because I was avoiding responsibility at work and living a dull life outside of it.

I’m single without kids and part of me wants that companionship but the other part of me fears that.

And unless you have a religious inclination already, the “seek God” advice is a bunch of baloney. People who advise this cannot fathom what it’s like to not really believe in much.