TrueLoveofNature

[quote]Just do drugs and move to the west coast. No more responsibilities.[/quote] I know this is meant as a joke but ironically part of me has thought about just running away and disappearing as much as possible. Leave everything behind and start new. Sadly I'm sure my family would try to look f...

[quote]No, they won’t. I go to counseling once a week, and none of that happened. They won’t be able to contact your family unless you give them they’re info.[/quote] That's good to know. I know one of the first steps I need to take is some sort of counseling. ...

[quote]I know the question wasn't directed at me, but that's a plan that sounds a hell of a lot better than the alternative. I'd start with seeking out and find a professional to talk to that can help you work through these difficult times. Maybe they can present you with a plan that has the same re...

[quote]Get out there. I lived 3000 miles from my family and friends. I forced myself to join softball teams, bowling teams, flag football teams, whatever the frick teams work had. I never said no to an invitation or happy hour. I volunteered to clean up parks and playgrounds. I went for bike ride...

You all really think it would hurt more people if I ended it? I've always thought I would just be forgotten pretty quickly. I mean I'm not anyone famous and even memorable. I'm pretty much the definition of a nobody. :lol: I've even had dreams where I've died and I've seen the aftermath. Sometim...

[quote]We've all been there, brother. I went through the same exact thing a year or so ago. It feels like your body is just on autopilot. Getting in that rut is very real. I sifted through my life and found what was holding me back so I changed them, one of which was my job. I stopped trying t...

[quote]Seconded. Just know that if you don’t fix the underlying issues, they will come back to bite you in the arse with interest 10-15 years later when the dog dies[/quote] I'd love a dog but ironically I'm allergic to them so I sadly can't even go that route. It's incredibly frustrating. ...

[quote]Um, I hate to be so blunt in a post like this, but those people you mentioned are the only people you should be interested in living for. None of the other people matter. They're the exact ones you should talk to in times like you're going through.[/quote] True but I feel like they woul...

I absolutely do feel like if life was a day I'm on the sunset portion right now. Not just the start of the sunset but deep into the sunset, almost dark. And once it goes dark I will be gone from this world. My entire life is miserable. I am single and alone. My job is tearing me apart and inflati...