re: Tomorrow is a very big day for me

Just taking them to not hurt to be honest. I was taking them as prescribed but as time went on just one at a time didn’t help with the pain so I did 2 at a time 4-5 times a day.

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You're in a tough profession. I bet your body gets beat up pretty good. So how are you doing?

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Not to bad. Kinda achy legs are bothering me more than anything.

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I did 2 at a time 4-5 times a day.

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Was your doctor still prescribing them at this rate? Or did you have to look for other means of getting them?

Keep up the good work brother.

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Was your doctor still prescribing them at this rate? Or did you have to look for other means of getting them? Keep up the good work brother.

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Dr. Was still prescribing them. Plus I was buying them. It just got out of hand.



I just want to say thanks for all the support. I’m feeling great. Physically and Mentally. 7 days clean. First time in 8 years. It’s crazy. My mind feels so clear. When I first started this. I was scared shitless. When I was going through it I thought it was the hardest thing in the world. And I know it’s far from over but I feel great and I will continue to take it day by day

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Are you sleeping at night yet?

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Yes but I use to hit the sack at 7:30-8:00 now I’m up till 10:30-11:00

I’m actually going fishing this weekend. That’s my second addiction but I don’t want to get help with that addiction. And I can’t wait till hunting season.. More money More guns more fun!! Lol

Glad to hear that you are doing well, man! You finally have the upper hand on this shite.

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My mind feels so clear.

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It takes many months for your body and brain to feel "clear"

There's different types of withdrawals

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Although withdrawal symptoms are uncomfortable, they typically end after two weeks at most, especially when a medical professional oversees the detox process. However, some drugs can lead to prolonged or protracted withdrawal, lasting for months and sometimes up to a year. People who consume a large amount of an intoxicating substance for a long time are more likely to develop this condition, which is called post-acute withdrawal syndrome (PAWS). The term was created to describe the cluster of ongoing withdrawal symptoms, which are largely psychological and mood-related, that can continue after acute withdrawal symptoms have gone away. Although post-acute withdrawal rarely involves aches and pains, nausea, cramping, headaches, or other physical symptoms, it can be just as intense as acute withdrawal and still puts a person at risk of relapse, as they may return to drug use in an attempt to stop the discomfort.

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I'm leaning on you bro but your struggle is just starting. In my experience, I've had hella alcohol withdrawals almost to the point of needing medical intervention numerous times. Once I got a couple weeks clean, my mind can frick me sideways into thinking "I've got this" I can drink a few beers. It's a slippery slope that I've experienced. I mentioned the pink cloud earlier in this thread and you're on it which is all good. Just realize that *for me* once an alcoholic, always and alcoholic. Insert you DOC and it's all the same

Here are some recovery boobs for your small victories.


keep it up!

I know I can never take another pain pill again. And I know I have a long road ahead of me. I’m just trying to be as positive as I can.