re: Narcissistic Personality Disorder

quote:

---

I feel guilty about feeling I need time from them when they all have so much going on. I just get really lonely sometimes and need someone to talk to. So often, I just want someone to go eat with and talk to. I’ll go down the list of over a dozen people or more and no one will be available. I know we’re all adults now, and we all have lives, but it really hurts when I have one of those days when I’m barely holding it together and can’t find anyone to talk to. It’s one reason I’m posting so much lately. If I cannot talk in person to the few people I trust, I can at least sorta talk to “anonymous” “strangers” on the internet.

---

I know i'm a little late in the thread but I have been in a similar boat as you. I just got out of a long term relationship and it's been tough because all of my friends are now married with kids. I often feel like a burden to them because it's not their problem. I too have felt like I'm one shitty comment or interaction away from losing the control but it passes. I've been able to meet a ton of new people in the past few months and that has helped me along with having a distraction or two to pull out when you need it most.