re: I don't know what to do. I just want to end it

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no more fricking up. Think of it as your very last chance.
In my opinion you and her should pack up and move an hour or so away from where you are now. Just get out of the delta man, your quality of life will be a lot better.

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I'll never leave the delta. Like I said I just realized what my problem has been and it took some adversity to make me humble myself. She liked to party with me that's not what messed us up. I'm pretty sure it was my attitude and just taking it for granted not doing the little things to show I cared. And she left and I didn't make much effort to keep her because I was prideful and arrogant thinking I could have whoever I wanted anyways. Turns out not the case. It's all coming together now...my ego caused most of this. i just didn't see it till now.