re: Guy I know killed himself last night.

You've come to the right place for sincere empathy and understanding of your grief, sir. The OT lounge is the best place to post word of tragedy in times like these. Now that you're in the hands of the OT you can finally rest assured that you've begun on the path to true healing. I, for one, am happy you decided to come to us for help in soothing the pain one feels after such a terrible loss. This is necessary......Life feeds on life.