re: Life Is Just One Big Lie (100% SRS) (Theory) (Controversial)

We may be living in a simulation. Whoever wrote your code sucks or you are an Easter egg / glitch

Or

Travel down to the Amazon for some ayahuasca. Become 1 with the nothingness you loathe..

Or

Turn off the TV, get off the internet, and focus on your immediate sphere of influence. Be a good person, provide value, and serve a higher power (whatever that means to you...)

I do not disagree with the points you make, but you have no CONTROL over those things. Just accept that fact. You can only control your responses/reaction to those constructs. You come across as bitter and unhappy. Consider the things above and some mindfulness meditation (could incorporate it between training /workout sets to control breathing/performance). It seems like you need it. Focus your loathing into something constructive...