re: For those thinking about suicide

I don't really think about my father on a daily basis. It really bothers me when I do things. I get married next year and he won't be there. I get my masters in May and he won't be here. He missed my high school graduation, my college graduation, prom, my first deer, my first solo flight. It just pisses me off thinking about it.

I honestly beleive that everything happens for a reason. My stepfather has been really amazing to my mother and I. He encouraged me to do various things in my life which led to where I am today. I doubt I would be where I am (at least take the path I chose) if it wasn't for my stepdad.