re: Atheists die sooner, are ill longer, and lead less happy lives than non-atheists

Honestly the more I grew up and matured, the harder it became to believe. I haven't been to church in over a year. Missed Christmas Eve service for the first time ever last nite.

I do love Christmas time though. People are genuinely happier around this time (as a whole) it seems.

Basically I don't know where I am on my belief spectrum. I definitely believe in something. Just don't know what that something is right now