re: Dear diary, tired of living (update pg 15)

I know your going through a lot I feel the spirit of the devil weighing heavy on your soul right now. I was in your exact position 25 years ago not wanting to live, cheating wife not many friends everything going against me. I didn't have enough in me to end it either. I know exactly how you are feeling . God tells us we wrestle with spirits and demons and I know that's what you are going through. I know you are sceptical of God and I understand but God is real and he will prove it to you today . I feel in my heart that he will and it will be a sign that you know when it happens. Listen brother even if you are cotton picken LSU fan I love you like a brother and you don't want to go down the dark path . God bless you brother and I will be praying for you.