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The way my doc explained it to me makes a lot of sense for me personally.
I’ve never had a problem quitting smoking, I quit drinking. Pain pills can turn a non addict into an addict because of the mental pain they go through. He asked if I think about cigarettes or alcohol I told him no he asked how long that took I said maybe a month. He said after 3 months if I focus on improving my life I won’t think about opiates. I don’t even know the person I was becoming so I knew I had to make a change. I’ve worked harder at this than anything I’ve ever done.
Wasn’t aware at the time what it was.. figured it was like 5 hour energy since Kratom is banned here. I was naive and I’ll never touch anything from a gas station again
Well after writing this she sent me a text for the first time in months. Maybe y’all are good luck.

Need advice to get my girlfriend back

Posted by SgtPepper21 on 11/14/18 at 8:11 pm
Long time lurker first time poster.. I got into pills about a year and a half ago. My girlfriend knew about it and it started off casual but like everyone else who gets into pain pills it spiraled out of control. I went and got help and she stayed with me. I live in Alabama and I ended up buying this shite from a gas station and got hooked instantly. It’s called tianaa. I was terrified to tell my girlfriend because I didn’t think she’d stand by me again and she’s the best thing to ever happen to me. I tried so hard to get clean and I couldn’t. I tried for months, I finally had to go get help. I didn’t want to hurt her so I would lie to her about where I would go when I was going to the doc and other bullshite. I got clean but I was so scared to tell her she thinks I’m still on it and broke up with me.
Now that I’m clean I regret not just telling her everything and I’ve worked so hard to be the man she needs and deserves. I want her back so badly it fuels my sobriety and she won’t even talk to me.
Any advice to get her back? Letting go isn’t what I’m looking for here.