Anybody have memories of the recovery room after surgery?

One surgery I clearly remember waking up laying flat in a gurney bed. There were many others all around me. We were all lined up in rows with no curtains or anything. I couldn't feel my legs and I saw a nurse lady at a podium like a control station. I could hear nurses talking about stupid nonsensical stuff and I recall thinking...I am HERE, help me, but no one responded because I thought I said it outloud but it was a thought. I looked around again and I thought everyone was dead and maybe I was. I remember crying like I was five years old and I was scared.

Many have said patients often cry in recovery but have no memory of it. Sometimes affects of the anesthesia can do this.

Another surgery I was able to see from above and could see a room with a bed and at the door in a chair a heavy set black woman. I woke up and the placement of the room I saw from above was exact accept this time I was in the bed. I looked over and saw a heavy set black woman in the same spot I saw from above. She was watching me waiting for me to wake up.