re: Wanting To Give Up and let the Coronavirus Defeat Me

You are clearly suffering from depression. Depression is a liar. The majority of what you wrote isn't rational or true. American society will recover from the coronavirus, as it has recovered from so many darker ordeals. Brother killed brother in the bloodstained fields and the crooked wood during the Civil War, but the country eventually rose again. The country will continue. Society will continue. Your life will continue as well. Your career can be pursued or abandoned or altered. Love can be found. Children can be made. Wisdom can be gained. Pleasure and joy are dormant, not dead. Be the man you know you are and find a way to fight on. That's what matters. Nothing is over. Good things are just beyond the horizon, your life lies in the promising present and the future, as always. There is hope. Seek therapy if you cannot see it.