re: the most embarrassed you’ve ever been

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Camp Grant Walker. Know it well. We all had those awkward dance moments there.

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I was so awkward at those years. I had gotten pudgy before my growth spurt. I remember swimming with my shirt on and sitting on the rails at the pavilion for the dances because I was too chicken to ask a girl to dance. And on the few occasions a girl asked me, I chickened out and said no like a weirdo. 5th-7th grade was not my finest period.

Flash forward to college. I cringe thinking of the drunken late night creep episodes many of us have, but try to forget. Like running into a girl you hooked up with, but is not feeling you that night, but you just can't take a hint because you are 4 hours into drinking. But when you wake up...you clearly realize how fricking weird you were. I dont miss that feeling. At least now when I get hammered, I dont worry Bout embarrassing myself in front of potential hookups...now its did I piss in the hallway of a friends house last night, or was that all a dream?