re: Ever had your life fall apart?

Yep, my first child died. On the way back to Houston for work the day after he was buried I got a call that I was laid off. For six months I drowned my self with copious amounts of drugs. That wasn't a good way of handling my problems. Eventually, the sun seemed to rise brighter one day and I went find a very lessor paying job. I put all my energy to the job, challenging myself to climb to the top.

You need to find a healthy outlet to clear your mind and give yourself purpose in life.