re: Having a birthday party every year for a dead baby

I, too, am a member of the club. It is I possible for anyone who has not lost a child to understand what such a loss does to someone. The experience is devastating. It never goes away, and the pain and lonesome Ness never abates. You are, forever, a changed person.

This woman deals with her grief in this way. I know many who have taken their own lives after the loss of a child.

As a previous poster said, whatever it takes to get you through the day. One day at a time.