re: Need some advice--relationship related

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Weve had our ups and downs, some pretty brutal fights and things I probably should have left over. She would never trust me, always be nagging etc etc so it almost started to feel like I was an old man who always wanted to be fishing and away from his wife.

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I've had these dreams every couple of months. It's been of one girl I dated for a few months in college that I was absolutely head over heels for. This was four years ago that we dated and i'm still having these dreams consistently. I was in a dark place when we dated with some alcohol problems and she broke up with me, seeing as I was a mess. But on to the dreams..they are nothing sexual..simply me pleading to her that I have changed and that I am having these dreams of wanting to see her. In those dreams it just feels "right" just having the chance to talk to her. A calm like ive never felt.

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