re: Dear diary, tired of living (update pg 15)

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I once removed all the knives from my home. I didn’t tell anyone, just boxed them up and dropped them off in the garage at my parents’ house until I wasn’t struggling as bad a few months later.

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Damn. I couldn’t do Hari Kiri. That’s brutal.

I have a .357 that does 1950 feet a second. It has a 6” barrel. Figured about two inches from the back of my throat through my medulla oblangta.

Three quarters of a foot total travel from the primer to oblivion. Won’t even hear the snap of the hammer. Have my big duffle bag with towels and a blanket that I will contain the mess with.

If it ever comes to that.