re: Depression is kicking my arse

Not sure of your age, but you sound like you are getting the been there, done that, doesn't excite me type of mentality. It starts off subtle like, going out to bars partying doesn't excite me anymore because of the craziness, etc... Due to this being a common opinion that only gains favoritism as people age, it goes unnoticed. However, this is just the beginning, soon you rationalize why sports don't excite you, then tv shows/movies, then exercising, then just simply getting dressed in more than pj's. Before you know it, you are going to be that ornery old man dressed in a robe and slippers screaming at kids from the driveway yelling stay off my lawn!

Go watch Grumpier old Men and then try to figure out how to not be him.

Surely there are things out there that will excite you. I recommend you travel and explore new things in new places. You will be amazed at how much shite is out there that you had no clue about.