re: CHS Sr. committed suicide tonight

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The storm is never going to pass for me, I am fricking devastated. And nothing anyone says or does will help. Especially your poems.

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Look, I’ve been there. I know where you are and my heart hurts for you. I’m not going to tell you the hurt ever stops, because it doesn’t. It lingers. There are moments now...god, going on 7 years out, that I break down. I broke down today after the storm because I felt his energy reaching out to me. It is a wound, but time will heal the bleeding and you’ll bear the scar. The scar will remind you, sometimes it will hurt immensely, but I promise you, it becomes more bearable as you keep living.

It won’t ever go away, no. But it will become...different.

But whenever it starts to get bad, remember that you are still living. You are still loving. You aren’t alone.

And as long as you keep their memory alive they are still with you. But you have to keep living for them. Even if you smile with tears streaming down your cheeks as you relive a happy memory, you are still in the game.

Don’t let the dark and twisties get you.