re: I don't know what to do. I just want to end it

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It's more that I had all these friends and was successful at a young age and lived it up on top of the world and slept with all these women over the years.Now it's like a switch flipped and can't even get someone to answer a phone call. Just feel abandoned. And I got to the point I wanted to settle down seek more in life like start a family. And that won't happen not with my reputation, my decisions as a young wild man have ruined any positive future. I regret it all and feel like an empty shell of a human

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