re: I don't know what to do. I just want to end it

1.) Go throw the rest of the blow in the sink or flush it Bro.
2.) Pour the booze out.
3.) If you can’t do either, call someone who can and ask them to do it for you.
4.) Call your parents or someone who cares and ask them to help you get into detox and line up treatment ASAP.

If you have a good job then your medical insurance may cover this. The way you’re headed won’t end well unless you walk away from the blow and change your behaviors. Permanently.

It only gets worse unless you CHOOSE to get better. It will all clear up. Trust me.

Flush the blow and get ahold of someone sober to get into Detox ASAP.