re: The advantages of being single

My wife passed away after 26 years of marriage. I immediately thought, what am I going to do being by myself. First couple/three years I went through five or six women. My thinking slowly started to change, about trying to not being alone. Started dating this woman 5 years after my loss, sex was great, she loved my family, had a good career, etc… we got married 2 years later. After marriage, she changes. I think how great those first three or four years were just dating different women. I find myself asking, why did you get married again?