re: Anyone take benzodiazepines?

Yes I am the Kratom guy. I definitely will take kratom from time to time if I need it for pain. But not everyday. Like you said I have no self control when it comes to shite like that. For me personally it's better not to take shite on a daily or weekly basis or it becomes a bad habit.
I had about 5 to 8 bad years with all that shite. Lost alot of stuff in that time. Very blessed to have made it out the other side. This is my story and I'm not preaching to anyone and it's your life and that's how you learn. Good or Bad on it, make your own way. Im Just throwing caution with my experience. It's not safe bc your dr gives them to you. Just like kratom isn't safe bc you can buy it in a gas station