re: Today is the 45th anniversary of the worst day of my life

Lost my mom two years ago, hardest day of my life. We were in an accident together so I have this guilt that I was responsible for her death. I was a mommas boy too. It's brutal living every day with a feeling like you're the reason she's gone. It was an accident, there was nothing I could have done, but that still doesn't help.

Last month we lost my 18 year old nephew. The pain of losing him is hard to describe. He was my sisters whole world, I honestly don't know how a parent goes on after that. With my mom, we were at least able to say she lived until she was 70, and she's not in any pain any more. We took comfort in things. Losing an 18 year old child. Man. There ain't much to take comfort in. He was in his first semester of college and had the world ahead of him. Life just isn't fair.