re: Lost my lab: torn, broken, crushed: ETA Pics of Ol Pup

Thanks for all your words of encouragement.

Ol girl said yes so it looks like I’m getting hitched.

I want to throw this out there to the OB and get y’all’s feedback. I’m second guessing myself about remarrying and having kids even though I know it’ll be the greatest blessing. Since losing my wife and before then when I had cancer, I became a somewhat selfish person. I had to be to take care of myself. I’ve always had a big heart but I first noticed a change when I had my second bout with cancer. I wasn’t as compassionate a person as I was. Maybe that was just getting older.

The reason I bring this up is because for nearly the last 10 years when I’m not working I’m either fishing or hunting. It’s not an exaggeration when I say I probably average 2 weekends a year where I’m not fishing or hunting. I know that shite will drastically change getting married and especially having kids. Fortunately she enjoys fishing and hunting but there where will be times I want my brothers and I to just hangout to hunt and fish. She’s never given me heat over it before but we aren’t married. Just something I’ve been pondering today.

Oh yea, I caught some toads when I fished the other morning. It’s the first day I’ve noticed/ caught large females in 5’ or less of water. The previous weeks before that the large females I caught were 6-8’