re: Ever wanted it to just all go away?

Do you have any more kids? A wife?

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paladine36

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Go be a dick somewhere else.

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I have no one & no outlet

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I feel like you pretty often. Having nowhere? to turn outside of internet strangers makes it significantly more difficult to fight thoughts off. The best thing you can do for yourself is to get up and go out. It doesn't matter where. Get away from being alone. Talk to a stranger at the bar of a local restaurant for dinner (don't drink heavily). Go to the Bingo hall. Anything. But get somewhere around folks.
In the comings weeks, find something in the community to be a part of. This can be a church or community group, or maybe even a national group (Habitats for Humanity et Al).
Withdrawing from everyone is only going to make it worse.


I'll be thinking about you.

I cant begin to imagine the pain you feel but I know of pain. I have a genetic disorder that has taken any chance of a normal life away. I spent 3 straight years suffering from continuous migraines. I was angry and tired, tired of suffering tired of pain, tired of everyone asking me how I was and talking about it all the time. I though things were going to be like this forever and saw no end in the cycle but I kept seeking help and trying new things and eventually I found the right doctors(help) that I needed and things began to turn...slowly but surly progress was made and life got better.

My point I try to make is things can beat you down to the point of breaking but you cant stop seeking help..you have to find something that works best for you and you have to talk. No one can help if they dont know the true issues. Please seek help. please. I know you are a Bama fan so maybe you live in Alabama.. i live in North West Alabama and would be willing to listen to whatever you wanted to talk about...even Alabama football (Tiger fan here) I can even take you out for a meal or beer or something. Just reach out to someone.

Cajuntide@gmail.com hit mu up if I can be of any help or if you just need to shoot the shite.

Yep

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For the pain to finally end?

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Yes, i live with demons in my noggin, but you have to man up and enjoy life as it happens. I'm having some of the best times in my life, even with my head in a cluster frick of crap.

Sometimes you have to pull yourself up by the boot straps, and man up.

I've been in the same boat as saint and was very close to going thru with it. Idk if you want to cal it a sign of God or Devine intervention, but I got a text from a good friend I haven't talked to in atleast a year asking how I was doing. My first thought was ignore, but I picked up the phone and was omw to treatment the next day. It does get better. The hurt and pain is still there, but your life and the depression will slowly get better.
I've also had to bury multiple friends this past year and held one of my best friends, pretty much the brother I never had, hand as they pulled the plug on him from a od. Could've been prevented if the people that were with him immediately called 911 instead of spending whatever time they had to save him coming up with a bs story.
I'm here for whatever you need man. amr22504@yahoo.com

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that stuff Johnny Bench uses

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Blue Emu oil. Good stuff.

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touchdownjeebus

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Thanks for doing this.



...and to the OP---please call him.