re: Dear diary, tired of living (update pg 14)

Good morning
Man I get it. I have been there with the sleepless nights, the feeling of hopelessness and inadequacy. It is… A very deep hole. 2018, I was in the same boat, the same shoes andI felt I had no options. Look man if you got 8 people in your life then you got be me beat today. I think the only thing that changed from a deep pit to seeing the light of day and the value of life is that I stopped looking at my own afflictions and started searching for the good things I had. I couldn’t see them because I was laser focused on the bad. For some reason I changed my thoughts and started appreciating my job, I went to church and found the goodness of God which was the one thing I needed the most and I began to see how rich I was in some ways. I became to be grateful. if that even makes sense.
Don’t give up. Write down change and do something like serve others. Church helps especially if you can find a healthy one. Your definitely of value. You are a man that has value. Keep moving. Keep pushing and life will change and you will then be able to help others.
God bless you bro.

Eat a dozen raw eggs today and you’ll feel better


I’m not kidding

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TexasTiger08

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First, I am sorry you are going through this. I can only imagine how bad it must suck right now. You're not going to avoid it, so you have to go through it. You can't run, you must face your reality and deal with it as best as you can with some professional help.

Second, you have to figure out a way to stop feeling sorry for yourself. If this is the way that you grieve, fine, but don't stay stuck in grief. Life is not fair. People do bad things. People make bad decisions. People are dishonest. People cheat. All those things, but you know what, you're still here. The sun comes up every morning, and you have today, as in right now, to change your outlook and outcome on life.

Nobody gets through life unscathed.  Not you, not me.  But then you’re left with a choice.  Are you going to let your grief drown you, or are you going face it and come through on the other side?

No amount of anxiety will change your future, no amount of regret will change your past. Peace is found in acceptance. Stay focused on today, and take it hour by hour, minute by minute.

Time helps heal, providing you are doing the necessary work physically, intellectually, emotionally, and spiritually.

Don't spend any time trying to figure out why she did what she did to you. Instead, use that time, effort, and energy to put the focus back on to you. It's less about her right now and all about you.

I'm happy to listen to you offline. While I never will be in your shoes, I have experienced a lot of pain, anger, resentment, and hurt like you, and I am here to tell you, that you will be okay. My offer is not empty, I'll be glad to share my personal number with you.

Here's some attention. Nut up and get over it, you sound incredibly selfish talking about offing yourself as you have a child on the way. It aint about you anymore.

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I think I’ve counted maybe 8 people that actually give a shite about me,

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Go inward brother. Dont worry about externalities. Find the source of your angst and what inspires you.

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text me at (504) 915-7123 and I will send you something to try, and instructions on how to make the best of it. It ain’t prescription but it’s better for your head

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Right now, your brain chemistry is just off. But it won't always be that way. With some medication, therapy, exercise and a few minor changes you will feel like a new man.

Your problems won't entirely go away. But they will begin to feel much smaller, less significant, less intimidating. You can learn to find joy.

Hang in there. You have a lot to live for.

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This is good advice

Prayed for your well-being. God bless.

Go to a DF.

Mine put me on Wellbutrin after my mom died and it was like a miracle.

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I think I’ve counted maybe 8 people that actually give a shite about me, t

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That’s a ton of people, baw.